ini aku ke??

salam..

entah xtau tibe2 mlm ni terase nk wat 1 entry..

entry yg agak pelik coz aq xpena tulis pasal ni kat mane2..

huhu..cm kate hlovate, putos fius ke?? huhu

hmm, sori klu sape yg bace ni rase boring or somthing,

coz i write this based on what i wanna say,

what i feel..

klu entry before2 ni, aq lbih byk tulis pasal orang len..

coz viewer la katekn! huhu..

but this time, i wanna b more honest, telus..huhu.. *poyo abes

aq slalu advice my friends, housemate, n kwan2 len..

dowg slalu de prob..

n pena gk aq tgh advice housemate aq, tibe2 die ckp die respect kat aq.. *bkn ckp besar ea..

die ckp sbb aq pndai control dri aq..

aq xpena kesah psal love, puppy love..

everything bout me is psal study, kawan, advice owg, n advice dri sndri..

so, this time entry, biarlah aq nk tulis somthing bout myself..

de yg aq bru findout act *pelik an? da dkat 20 thun idop, bru tau,,huhu..

1. aq suke dgr msalh owg, n try to fix it, but klu msalh sndri, aq akn bia berlonggok je tepi.. smpai da agk2 nk burst, aq gtau owg len, tu pon cipot je..

2. aq suke bace novel hlovate, for sure, bg byk aspiration kat aq..

3. aq suke music yg biase2..hmm, nk gtau genre die, xtau la plak..hmm, but band yg aq suke, among them ialah lifehouse(my most fav!), jimmy eat world, boys like girls, nicckleback..hmm pe lg??

4. aq xsuke gtau psal diri sndri kat owg len..so, act, still de bnde yg aq xhonest..hehe..sori..

5. aq suke movie romantik..huhu..ahah..but no senset ok???

6. i put my family first in everything.

7. klu aq bengang, i love to be alone..mlas nk maki2, dosa yg ade pon xtertanggung, nk tambah lg?? aishhh..

8. aq suke pandang owg yg aq suke dri jauh, cukuplah bia die happy.. *ok, ni aq ke?

p/s : nk bli coklat tp malas nk keluar uma.. :(

me now

huuhh..

ok..

now, it's a refreshing me..

i'm 19 now..

craving for success in anything i do..

ahaa..

n now guess what???

i'm playing tennis!!

huhu..seriously, i never think to step up on tennis court nor handing the racket b4,

but now, i'm servis a tennis ball!

ahaaa..

ok, i'm lying..

act, i'm play coz i hav to join tournament ok??

i mean it..

I HAV TO.. :(

coz there's no others to take part, so, it seems like me being a 'bidan terjun' ok??

so, with only bout 2 more weeks to go b4 the tournament, whenever i free, i when to the court, learning, playing, n release all the stress that i hav..

n of coz, at same time, my 10 genih will be melayang just like that just to rent a court..ahaa..

but, never mind, i said to myself, 'tok sehat, xsaket time tue nnt..hehehh'

haa,pe2 je yg da mengarut ni..

p/s : i need someone to talk to

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time kseh

Memories keeper's daughter

the first impression when talking bout this book, it tells me nothing. seriously, i didn't get anything. but when my frens told that it's bout Down Syndrome, i said, ok..monologue i mean.

act, i'm not read this book,yet coz to be honestly i'm not really good in english, that's y i didn't read english books. not a single piece.the last times i read an english book was the Junior High, bout twins Elizabeth n Jessica. that was the only english book that i read from first to last page. others?? hmm..nop. it has been really2 ages since i read that book till i dun even rememmbe the title..ahaha! pity me..

so, back to story. last nite we (me n housemate) watched that movie. book that has been movied. haa, what a movie! it gives me tears!! really! not jus once, not jus in climaks, but from the my first sight on it!

i think no need for me to tell this story coz it's really famous, n i'm de only person on earth that didn't know it existed, till las nite..ahaha..pity me again.

when i watched this movie, it touch my heart, my feeling. looking at Phoebie, the Down Syndrome's that always happy in life n have a very happy fmily, i feel really..hahh, i dunno how 2 xpress it,mbe i should learn more english words to xpress it..huhu..

of coz, being a Down Syndrome, she has lower IQ compare to us, but she never think that as a barrier to make her feel sad in life. really, this movie has changed my view towards them. yup, n my view to treat them if one day insyaAllah,i'll b a doc, n one of my patients is a Down Syndrome.

they are human, they do not harm. they deserve to live happily, like us. they deserve to have a family, like us. don't treat them as an alien. in fact,we should feel shame coz they act have talent that we didn't have.

should be, we as a slave of Allah S.W.T, being grateful for what we hav. put ourselves in their shoes. what we gonna do if we're them? changed we view, changed our thought. treat others well..insyaAllah..

salam..

Al-Fatihah untuk sahabat..

pagi jumaat, 12 Mac 2010, 8.00 pg wktu mesir..

"Kowg, Sarhan meninggal.."

"Hah???" aku n Qish yg tengah mamai antre sdar n xsedar dri tdor tibe2 adrenaline sectrete laju je. mate yg kuyu td da abes terbukak.

"Aku serius tau.bukan main2," Nabilah ckp lg.

"Innalillah.." dlm keadaan terkejut lg aku ckp cmtu.

Ya Allah..snang nye die meniggal. even aku xrpat n xknal sgt pon gn die, but as person yg penah same2 kat upm n same2 dok lecture hall yg same, aku pon sdih.. n memang da ajal, arwah sbnaye study kat Tanta but die meninggal semalam pon kat Alex. aku x abes2 ckp astagfirullah..

mmg xsangke.. n dowg kate lg parents arwah tgh on the way ke sni, n kebumi kat sni je.. aku n housemate pon igt nk g melawat sbb da dekat da kat Alex ni, tp xtau la cmne lg.. insyaAllah klu leh, ktowg g la..

N 2-3 ari before ni lak, lecturer kat sni, Dr. Farid meninggal dunia, sbb heart attack. .dlm minggu ni je, 2 kali aku terkejut sbb owg meninggal. bile bende ni jadik, aku terfikir, mcm mane lah aku nnt? tkot jugk klu tibe2 Allah nk cbut nyawa aku. amalan blum byk mane lg, tp da kne mengadap Allah.

Allah...tkot nye rase.. xsnggup rase mcm tu..

same2 la sedekah Al-Fatihah tok arwah..

Al-Fatihah...

.: ari yg best!! :.

salam..

ahaa,should i say today is m happy day??

alhamdulillah..aq senang benget ari ni..

bile tgk Cikgu Suraya,ckgu Add Math time f5 da nk kawen 20 mac ni..

n bile tgk Abg Amer lak nk kawen gn Kak Ana 14 mac ni..

huhu,bile tau dowg nk tamatkn zaman bujang, aq gmbire

even aq xjmput mbe sbb aq jauh,tp xpe..aq xpena rase pe2..

cume yg sdih, aq xberkesempatan nk tgk dowg time majlis tu.. *sobs..

but xpe la, n'way, aq tumpang gmbire atas sume ni..

n just nk wish.. Very2 Selamat Pengantin Baru!! :)

n happy jgk gn kwan2 aq yg len, ble dgo masing2 da mule cpai kejayaan..

n aq pon bgge gn kwan2 aq..

*very smiling..

tp aq?? bile lg??

huh, what a question afiqah??

now la mkneye kau plak kne cpai kejayaan..

n with de exam is only ba'di2 bukra, insyaAllah aq akn cube yg terbek..

n doakn la aq dpt result yg gempak yg lbih gempak dri de bes result yg aq pena dpt..

insyaAllah..