Wednesday, December 30, 2009

haPpy new yEar 2010..

salam..
hmm..x lame lg da nk msok tahun 2010..mmg x lame pon..dlm mase bpe mnt pon lg..klu kat m'sia for sure da taun 2010 but hear, still 2009 maa..
hmm..dlm taun 2009 ni, byk jdk suke duke n gmbire sdeh yg aq lalu..
if cmpare to other years, i think 2009 is the most gempaqsss year!!..
coz mmg byk tmpat yg aq pergi n xperince..

let me list ye..
1. 28 Dis 2008- 11 Mac 2009--went to pLkn, Kem SemBrong kat Batu Pahat..,sambut taun bru n kawan bru kat sne..byk xperince dpt kat sne..even x dpt pgkat, its ok la..tp yg pling bes, 4 sure dpt tolong my cmpany, Bravo 4 winning double kayak..first time msok betanding double kyak, first time gak mng..bes!! de bes ever xperince..pe lg?? dpt pgg M-16, dpt mrkh 71/100, kire ok laa.. cmping dlm utan yg xbpe nk utan..bes la jgk..hmm, pe lg?? ha, jmpe my fren blek mase skola dulu, sape ek?? Sufian@pian n Ummu.. de bad xperince?? hmm..too private la tu tell..

2. 12 Mac 2009 - de next day after pLkn over, day dat i will NEVER forget..result SPM kua!!
~~ari yg menyksikan air mataku dirembes kua dgn lajunyer di dpn ayah dn kwan2,
~~ari yg menitiskan air mata ckg2 ku terutama ckgu bio, ckg Juhaida n ckg chem, Ckgu Mardiana..

~~day yg seakn-akn menghentam ku ke dinding..
~~day yg menghancurkn harapn nk fly ke UK..
~~day yg membuatkn aq terpikir perkara yg aq wat spnjang kat MRSM MERSING..
~~day yg btol2 mmbuatkn aq putos harapn nk kejar cita2 ku..

3. 30 April 2009 - aq dan fmily kembali ke Mersing, utk anugrah cemerlang..even, bg owg len tu ari yg aq ptut gmbire, tp xde mkne tok aq..sekadar nek pntas tok amek adiah n menunjkkan muke yg xmalu pda ckgu2 yg byk berjase pd aq..

4. 3 May 2009 - 26 Jun 2009 - aq melangkah ke UPM utk pre-med..keputusan da di buat..aq ke Mesir tok further study..slpas jeles tgk kwan2 yg berjaye dpt tajaan MARA n dpt g KMB, aq jus ckp kat diriku "focus on wat ur duing now!" time ni jgk aq dpt tau dpt twaran kau UiTM Shah Alam in Asasi Sains..aq mmg nk g sne, that's my choice, tp ble pkir wat my parents done for me, x jdkla..so, i jus proceed wat i've been duing now..

5. 2 Julai 2009 - ari jdk mentor ku!! Taufiq..ktowg betukar pndapt n bla bla bla..yg pnting, ble ckp gn Topek ni, bes..die byk share n xperince pe yg aq rase..cm ktowg byk opinion yg same..bes ble becakap gn owg yg same kepale..kire ble ckp gn die, rase smgt nk blaja..but, for sure, aq x anggap die lbeh dri kwan..mlas nk pkir cintan-cintun..wat pening kpale je! n die pon raseye da de owg kot..

6. 15 Julai 2009 - ari aq amek lesen,,tkot, gmbire?? not lg kot.. jus say to myself "wat tol2..insyaAllah.." ye r, mane xnyer..time blaja kete dlm 20 kali kot mati enjin..hmm..trok mmg trok tp alhamdulillah time tu xde pe2 jd..n finally, aq blek sambel tersenyum smacam..

7. 20 Sept 2009 - slamat ari raye!! hmm..taun ni pling xbes but bes..mane xnyer, mak yah n family die xblek kmpong..tp yg bes dpt duet rye. even umo da agk tue, i still get..n dpt lbeh sket dr siblings coz nk fly..but once duet tu on my hand, i was wondering yg aq kene wat yg terbek tok fmily aq...

8. 6 Okt 2009 - de last day i in Malaysia..aq da x dpt rase nvironment Malaysia, da xdpt rase smbal tumis ibu, da xdpt..huh..nothing laa..time ni aq tekad to do de bes for me n family..

9. 7 Okt 2009 - 30 Dis 2009 - aq mule jjakkn kaki kat bumi Mesir ni..first impression aq, aq tros rase bersyukor coz lahir kat Malaysia..kat sni la pengalaman byk wt aq mtg..de mase yg aq lalai, sume tu wat aq sdei..n alhamdulillah fmily aq de, n kwan aq de..dowg tlg aq..alhamdulillah aq bersyukor sgt tu..

10. 31 Dis 2009 - aq kat dpan laptop, menules most of my opinion..pkol 10.04 mlm waktu Mesir = pkol 4.04 pg waktu Malaysia aq hmpir mghabeskan post aq..dgn bunyi mercun yg bkl bunyi t, n dgn pe yg da jdk time2 lpas, i took it as pengajran for me..n with de appy new year 2010 comes, aq tekad tok wat yg terbek tok myself n family..insyaAllah, MUMTAZ yg dicari dpt dipgg bln 7 o 8 2010..



Tuesday, December 22, 2009

de bes ever xperiment!


wat am i doing??




ni la hasilnyer..yup2, jadik! mine is left, right is nad's



wif my housemate, nad!



orait, was dat mmg candid ke x?? hmm..


Asslamualaikum..
hmm..alhamdulillah, pejam celik pejam celik its already hmpir 3 bulan i'm in alex.. perjlnan hidop kat sni stil continue cm biase, of coz..we start our class everyday, cm bdk2 medic yg len..cume taun ni len sket jdual dr akak n abg senior..dowg kate sylibus da tuka. yup, mmg btol..beza antre lame gn ktowg pyer, dowg blaja ikot subjek. ktowg lak blaja ikot modul. cm modul 1 tu ktowg jus blaja basic n minor sbjek, so x brat sgt. tp ble msok modul 2 ktowg kne pulun abes. ye r, x blaja anat o physio, tp ktowg tros blaja biochem..huh, pnat gk r nk kjar..sbb ktowg blaja metabolism skali ( silybus for 2nd year)..hmm, tp xpe la..exam ari tu tok modul 2 pon x taula mcm mane result t..my mistake..dun wanna talk bout dat la..





ni sape pyer ek?? agk lupe di situ..


so, slame sbulan lbeh bergelumang gn biochem, for sure ktowg kne wat xperiment..hmm, n first time, whatever we do in lab, it's on us..pendek kate lab is ours! lntak la test tube nk peca ke, xperiment x jdk ke, who cares! mmg xde lecturer akn kte pe2..but whatever it is, we still hav passion nk wat de bes for every xperiment. n for sure, nk klahkn bdk2 nigeria yg absolutely de bes in our batch..

this gmbo should be post da lame tp xde bnde yg nk menguploadkan gmbo2 ni..so, ksmpatan yg de ni before kmbali sbok gn study yg makin bertmbah, i upload it..

orait, last but not least..be ourselves.. :)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Da dpt tenet!! hehe..

wif my housemate..~anis~nad~nab~me~qish?? oh, lupe lak, dye amek gmbo ni..huhu~



me, wif mediterranean sea behind me..



kat kedai buah..wif straberry on my hands..




Salam..
hehe..today is de happiest day in my life..okla, it's not de bes ok( de exam is coming for 4 days!!) but stil consider okla.. for de first time, we all on9 kat uma..cian ek?? da 2 bln lbeh dok cni bru leh on9 kat uma sndri..alaa, biase r, mesir..mmg everyting tu susa nk wat..nk psang tnet kat uma pon kne tggu 2 bln bru leh..

hmm..da telnjor tules somting kat sni, let me share somting dat i got kat mesir@egypt ni..hmm..kat sni overal ok, bes klu da lme2 dok sni..but yg pling xthan kat sni skrg ni, ya Allah! sejuk gler! kdg2 tu nk jln pon susa sbb angin dye kuat gler! skrg ni kat uma pon sntiase pkai bju 2 o 3 lpis..klu tdo lak for sure r kne pkai bju 2 lpis n sara toga( selimut tebal)..kdg2 sbb sejok gler smpai xnk bgn pon..cm nk tdo je..2 yg kdg2 telajak tdo smpai kol 10. tp nseb bek r klas kol 12, so cpt2 bgn..tp klu klas awal, for sure r mate tgak je, n nseb bek x pena telajak mane2 klas pon..hehe..
tp srius! klu musim sjuk cmnie, mmg susa je nk bgon..ptot r owg slalu tdo time sjuk, rupeye 2 yg pling bes..hehe.. cmne pon, nseb bek kat sni xde salji..klu x mmg x pgg air lgsong kat sni! hehe..skrg ni pon, nk mndi pon cm teragak-agak je..ye r, air sejuk dye mmg sejuk menggiler r..cm air sejuk dlm frever 2..fuhh..

2 r ktowg kat sni slalu je mkn pe2 yg pnas..kdg2 gn telur dada n nasi panas pon jln je..di samping sbnoye mlas nk msak, mse tu tgh exam, so cuti dr msak..hehe..
pena gk rndu puyer psal kat goreng pisang kat m'sia, ktowg bli pisang n goreng. pastu mkn pnas2, perghh..sdap gler! (cm cian je kat ktowg kn?? hehe).. n de gk ari 2 ktowg goreng keledek goreng..huhu..plan sbno nk wat kueh keria, tp da de sket yg rosak, so, plan 2, wat keledek goreng jela..jadi laa..dok kat sni brula nk apreciate sume2 yg de kat m'sia tu..



me, before enter de superb library in alex..

orait, gotta go..dis week we going to hav our 2nd module exam..so doakan ea..Salam..

Kawan??

Kawan?? I was thinking wat does it realy mean. Sometimes i thnk that we realy need frens in our life but sometimes we dun. Doesn't mean that I am 'kera sumbang', xpyah nk de kwan langsong, but de things is, klu kte de kwan but they pretend like we're not their fren, bek xya kwan rite??

Frens of mine,someone that I knew for years, all of sudden da bruba. I mean, sape x sdei klu dye msj, asked me kid of ques, "Hye, fiqah! pe cite skrg? sombong ea skrg.." but den when I rply, she never rply it, never for once.. I mean,it's ot me yg start dat conversation but she is..but den, she de one yg ignored dat msj. X heran klu skali dua dye wat cmtu, orait, I consider dye xtau msj tu wujud o dye xde crdt..but ble da byk kali she keep msj me, asked me how me now,when I rply, de same thing happen.Xkanlah stiap kali rply dye xde crdit? It nonsense laa..

Pena gk dye msj me, asked da dpt scholar x, den i jwab, noup..lom lg..den dye rply, asked for bla..blaa..I was thinking, bkn nk brok sangke, but if things keep happen, mkneye mmg btol kot she will only rply if ade kpentingan for her, only for her..mmg la cm xbek to say dat to our fren,but for me, if my fren msj me, cmne pon,I'll try my bes tok rply. I mean, i know how it feel klu kwan kte watdunno for our msj, mst sdei..

I never talk bout dis before to anyone, xcept to my sis, jus nk sdapkan ati..dye kwan lame,since form 1, definitely I will b please to tex o know bout each other. But then, pristiwa kat fb (xpya r nk citer) makes me wonder yg dye mmg da bruba. Since that, I said to myself that I won't tex her anymore n i dun wanna know anything bout her anymore.Mmg agk kejam bunyinyer but i know dats de way for me not to hate her. But, if she tex me,I will tex her back for sure but tok rpat cm kat skola dl..I won't. Nk kate serik, mmg serik.but klu xde xperience cmnie, kte xkn tau how to hndle it rite?? hehe..

So, I guess, I will stop now. Dis jus wanna share my xperience..if dye de terbace psal ni, sori for wat I'm rite..if, klu bleh, change ur prangai laa..dun do that to others..I mean, klu owg len pon dowg akn sdei..N u, klu owg len wat cmtu kat urself pon, u'll feel wat I feel.. so, I hav to stop now..

Salam..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Do there any second chance??

Do there any second chance?? dat things keep asking me mny times.. all dat after i ym with someone..
i know it was wrong to ask why Allah should take him from me?? from us?? then, i find de answer.." evryting dat we hav, will come back to Allah"..
feel lke yesterday i hav dat abg.. de only person dat i anggap as a bro.. i was jus bru nk trime him as my abg but all of sudden he jus tell me dat he hav cancer! de brain cancer! i mean, wat cure dat we hav today for cancer?? cemo?? operation?? all dat won't make sure he insyaAllah to live! i know dat in the end he wil....Ya Allah! i don wanna talk bout dat..
he is special 2 me..he is like my abg.. i know dat thap cancer dye 2 bkn thap 1..even dye xbgtau, i know dat it is agk critical..n dye bgtau xtau same de dpt jmpe ke x if i come back to m'sia taon dpan..was dat mean somting??

Ya Allah..i jus hope dat i hav chance to see him no matter where n when..Allah, bantulah dye..bantulah dye tok idop dan jalani hidupnya dng tenang selagi boleh..insyaAllah, dgn bantuanMu, selamatkan dye drpd penyakitnya..AMIN...