~kwan2~

salam..

Bile bace my ex-roomate pye blog psal keje2 jaat yang ktowang buat kat maktab dulu2, rasa macam tak caye plak that i involved..ahaha..N bile bace blog die psal cite ktowang tu, xsangka pulak byk jugak kerje2 jahat yang ktowg buat..Siap boleh buat list panjang lagi..ahaha..

Sume tu sebab masing2 kepala tgh nakal..Orang kate budak tengah membesar lah katekan! hehe.. Tulah, ari tu blek dari kelas terus bukak tv, tngok2 de cite underworld. terus je teringat kat my roomate2 dulu. Cite yang ktowang tengok kat bilik ktowang lepas light off. ahaha..budak2 len especially budak f4 (coz aras ktowang mostly budak2 f4) expect ktowang sume dah tido, but act tengah layan movie..punye lah nak bersungguh-sungguh nk tgk movie, takut cahaya laptop yg diseludup tu tembus kat bawah pintu, siap sendal gn kain batik kat bwah pintu. ahaha.. tu sume sebab nk buang gian da lame xtgk tv..huhu.. xcukup gn tu, cite step up lak ktowang layan.. ahaha..dah la bilik tu sume berjawatan except me (ok, i'm badar, kire jwatan gk ke? hehe) tp buat kerje yg orang len sume xexpect..

yang tak leh tahan tu, time first day aq daftar kat mktab tu, dowang da ajak wat keje jahat..alaa, bukan lah jaat pon sebenoye, just nak tgk tv time light off..hehe.. sume tu sebab dowang cakap first time dpt channel tv3 kat maktab, lagi2 ari tu de cite Nemo...ahaha..aq mule2 cm xcaye je dowang betul2 nk wat, lg2 sbb bilik ktowang kat ujung aspuri merangkap bilik terdekat gn warden, pulak tu klu nak g bilik tv kene redah balkoni yg dah tentu terbuka luas. klu warden lalu, for sure2 nampak ktowang. tapi sebab dowang dah expert, tiap kali wat keje cmtu, xpena nk kantoi..ahaha.. gile x gile, cm cite novel plak bile terpikir blek..

byk je lg kot cite ktowang, tp xya la cite sini..hehe..

since aq pindah kat situ la bru aq kenal hidup kat asrama.. klu kat maktab lame, cm hambar je idup.. ntah..pelik je, kat maktab yg first aq orang len, tp kat maktab yg second lak aq orang len..

hmm..ahaha.. kat maktab lama tu aq skema kot.. tiap kali orang jumpe, aq tgh study.. ahaha..kelakar kot bile pkir blek cmtu.. hidop asyik nak study, smpai time gn roomate n kawan2 pun ntah ke mana..

tp tulah, bile pindah kat maktab yg second tu time f5, barulah mature sket.. time by time aq berubah..not lagi cm dlu..xlg asyik pegang buku je..x lg asyik dok dalam kelas je.. xlg asyik sowang2.. sume tu maybe sbb roomate2 kat maktab bru tu yg support aq kot.. dowang tak pandang ktowang as a newer, tp as a friend.. bes sgt.. even yg berjwatan pun xpena pandang ktowang len, sume same..huhu..

orang kate, kite hidup ni xleh nk sorang2,,nnt xbleh nk berjya.. even kte nak blaja xsemestinye kene pegang buku baru bleh nak blaja. by looking n observing pun, kte bleh blaja..

tp tulah, tu sume cite dulu2.sume tu dah lepas, even kenangan2 tu dah hampir 2 tahun ktowang tinggal.2 tahun kat maktab yg berbeza, bg aq kenangan yg berbeza..buatkan aq membesar dengan environment n kwan2 yg berbeza.. but thanx to them yg bg aq experince yg berbeza, membuatkan aq membesar dan mengenal kehidupan luar..

n thanx friends for giving me such opportunity to know u.. :)

dah hampir 2-3 tahun kot dah xjumpe dowang ni..rase rinnnduuu sangattt..heheh..n rase2 mesti sume dah len,,the way they speak n act, sume dah dewasa..kte sume mungkin dah berubah, tp kenangan dulu xpena brubah..n i do hope that nnt bleh jumpe lagi, k??

p/s : kwan2 kat mktab lama, sorry sebab xkenal sgt kowang..

result! huhhhh.. :I

....

waaaa!!

result for final 1st sem had just came out!!

today,,

waa..

yup..

ble dpt tau result kua ari ni,

first things in my head..

"No repeat paper, no repeat paper..pllizzzz"

compared my effort here n in mrsm dlu,

for sure, i have to say that

i'm lazzzzyyyy sgt kat sni.. *shh,,jgn gtau ibu,,abes nnt kang..hehehhh*

:)

my result was not that good

but not too bad..

n still, i have long relieve to feel..

it was ok2 laa..

n alhamdulillah,, no repeat paper!

but ble compare gn kwan2,specially bdk mara,,

feel like i'm too small.. :((

but xpela..

asalkan xrepeat, that's a relieve for me..

*saje nk sedapkan ati konon..

n still, i have so much things to achieve ble dok insyaAllah 6 taun kat sni..

but yet, xde 1 pon lg yg da lepas..

hihi..

hailaa..

tula,,

berangan byk sgt..even target yg senang2 pon xlpas2 lg..

eh,,pe je da merapu ni..

*act belum solat lg ni..tula yg mcm pe je..hehe..

n'way,,just congratz to all my friends,,specially MM peeps!

some of them are great! but not me.. heee..

n for me.. "Afiqah,,study btol2! strive for this final sem! kejuaraan milik bersama! hehe"

ok..

gottta goo..

p/s : nad!! cepat siap! nk g st stefano x?? hehe

al-fatihah untuk Ahmad Fadhlan

~his last picture taken by me~2/1/2008

salam..

i plan not to on9 today but i change my mind at last..i opened my fb, hoping for something to read, some news about my friends in Malaysia, something to pay attention at..

when i'm checking my inbox, i read firdaus azlan send me a news, through mrsm merbok group..

it really give me heart attack..

" kepada sahabat sahabat mrsm merbok , Ahmad Fadlan ( abg ensem ) sudah kembali ke rahmatullah . al - fatihah buat arwah , semoga sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmat - NYA "

"Alan?? no,,mbe another alan..but could be him.. no no.."

my fingers speedly search my ex-classmate's account..where it's? where it's? yeah..here..

i read..

first,,,second,,third,, *kepale da geleng2,mcm xcaye

i read twice..still mcm xcaye.. read again..

Ya Allah.. innalillah..

pastu je mmg xdpt nk tahan...nangis je depan roomate2 sume..

rase mcm xcaye je..bru bln lepas ckp gn die..

suddenly, dapat tau die dah xde..

he's really best friend that i ever had..

n my best abg homeroom..

setahun kat merbok, but enough for him untuk ceriakn sume orang..

xpena nak tunjuk marah, even die tgh bengang..

klu kawan2 especially classmate de masalh, he'll make something tok kwan die senyum..

pena gak myself cm bengang gn orang len,,

tibe2 je die dtg n buat lawak..

terus hilang sume marah tu.. *grin

but then i realize that, he'll never b around again..

bru igt tahun ni nk wat reu gn classmate,,tp nmpaknye xckup orang la.. :(

tp xpela, aq reda gn sume ni..

Allah lebih sayangkan arwah..

arwah pun raseye xpernah buat orang len sakit hati,,

cume, ari tu, die asyik cari Sanim, classmate time f4..

tp xtaulah jumpe atau x..

aq cume harapkan arwah ditmpatkan dlm kalangan orang2 yg beriman..

Al-fatihah..