cinta & dicintai

Salam Maulidur Rasul..

tibe2 ari ni rase terpanggil nk tules somting kat cni..

taun ni, alhamdulillah dpt smbut maulud kat sni for first time..

smlm lak ade majlis smbutan maulud kat asrama MARA..

alhamdulillah,x sia2 pegi..

mmg bes..

terutama bile cremah..

tajknye "cinta & dicintai"

dgr bunyinye mcm ape je..

tp bile di describe n panel forum pon da mule berkate-kate,

barula tau pe yg nk dismpaikan..

so, igt ari ni nk share somting that i got smlm..

owg kate mmg ilmu prlu disebarkn, xkesa kat mane, bile n mcm mane..

n i wanna share somting drpd ceramah yg dismpaikn Ustaz Salman..

wajah die mcm 18 years old student *mbe sbb bdn die kecik

tp ble diannouce, rupeye ustaz ni tgh amek sarjana kat Al-Azhar Uni..

n ble ustaz ni da pegang mike, mmg sume mate terarah kat die..

cara penyampaian yg bes n memikat, mmg ktowg sume xpndang tmpat len da..

n gn gelak2 smbil smpaikn ceramah,,

mmg respect gn ustaz ni..

ble ustaz ulas psal tajuk "cinta & dicintai"

rase tersentuh

ble ustaz ni kate "Rasulullah S.A.W. dah lame cinta pade umatnye, sehinnga ketika Rasulullah S.A.W. hampir dicabut nyawanya, xde lain yg disebut selain umati, umati,umati. bayangkan, betapa jahil dan sombongnye kite sume yg xigt pada Rasulullah S.A.W. sedangkan baginda sentiasa igt kite"

mata da berair..

kepala da mule tunduk..

pndangan mmg kat depan je, xsnggup nk tunjuk muke kat sape2..

mmg as a human yg biase, aq admit, aq xigt Rasulullah S.A.W. tiap mase..

Ya Allah, rase kecik sgt diri time tu..

n antare lain yg dismpaikn " 1 hari Rasulullah menangis sehingga Allah S.W.T. menyuruh Jibril A.S. bejumpa dgn baginda, tanya kenapa baginda menangis. lalu Jibril A.S. megikut perintah Allah S.W.T. Setelah itu Jibril A.S. pun bertemu dgn Allah S.W.T. dan memberitahu bahawa baginda menangis kerana risau ape akn jdk pada umatnye nanti.Lalu utk menenagkan Rasulullah S.A.W. , Allah S.W.T. pun menurunkn ayt Al-Quran yg bermksud.. " *sori, couldn't remember sgt tp mksud hmpir mcm ni la..

"sume umat Rasulullah akn msuk syurga dan Allah meredainya"

mmg time ni, aq mmg abes tersentuh..xde lg pndang tmpat2 len, hnye pandang beg yg ade kat pangkuan, rase sayu hati.. sedih, hiba..

bermula ari ni, biarlah kite same2 bkn sekadar menyambut maulud pd 12 Rabiaulwal n ble tibe Rabiulakhir da lupe, smbutlah pada setiap hari klu boleh.insyaAllah..

biarlah kita pula mencintai Rasulullah S.A.W. sebgaimana baginda cinta pada kita..

n cara smbut pun bukanlah sekadar berarak dan berselawat pd baginda, tp biarlah dri hati kite yg mmg benar2 genbira untuk smbutnye..

mksudnye, dengan ikut sunnahnya dn cube mnjadi hmba Allah S.W.T. dengan sebaik mungkin..

InsyaAllah, peringatan utk diri sndri dn kwan2, agr kite sume buatlah byk kebaikan, supaya setanding dengan redha Allah S.W.T yg meredhai umat2 Nabi Muhamad S.A.W. utk msuk ke syurga...

insyaAllah..

*sori, i dunno how nk tules ayt2 yg wat sume tersentuh, coz i'm a better listener than writer..

thanx my housemate!!

salam..

ahaa..seriusly..xdpt nk sorok rase excitedn gmbire abes..

ok..hmm..today is my birthday.. ;)

alhamdulillah,aq still de kesemptan tok menyambut hari lahir yg ke-19..alhamdulillah..

since smlm tepat kol 12 mlm wktu m'sia = 6 mlm waktu mesir..

my frens n fmily wish me..hehe..thanx2 kwan2 sume!

jus alhamdulillah kwan2 stil igt my birthday.. ;)

then ble tepat kol 12 mlm waktu mesir lak, cm biase, my hp yg da dibuat reminder pon berbunyi..

n aq pon stop reminder tu, wish myself appy birthday..

"Happy birthday Afiqah" n dlm ati time tu mmg xleh nk nafi sedei gk bile igt skrg jauh dri fmily..

mmg ni bkn first time smbut birthday without fmily coz time f5 pon celebratee kat mktb n taun lpas lak kat pLkn..

bezenye cume taun2 lpas time weekend prents dtg n bwk kek..kire ok la dpt gk celebrate gn fmily..but taun ni..huh.. :(

but srentak tu spy2 yg terhebat pon memecah masok ke bilik ku..nge3...

yg xlen xbukan my beloved housemate,,hehehh..thanx ye BALQISH, NAD,NABILAH N ANIS!..

dowg nyanyi lgu birthday in arabic..huh,,tersentuh hati time tu..

n lpas je dowg nyanyi, aq ckp "laa,igt de baling tepung ke.."

n lpas tu je..

NAD pon g blik die n amek bedak yg berjenama PURINE..

aishh..mmg ckop r 1 bdn bau bedak an.aishhh..

n sori BALQISH N NABILAH coz menyebabkn katil kowg berbau bedak NAD..hehe..

n mlm tu mmg tdo bersama-sama bedak NAD..

my cardigan!! dowg bg..hehe

the nex day..(21 hb = hari ni)..

jus cm biase la kot ktowg g klas..

bezenye ari ni ialah ktowg bru start blek klas lpas 2 mggu wnter break..

n mmg pnat..

6 jam straight..n nseb bek practicle histo abes awl,dlm kol 5..

n yeah! dpt blek awl..dpt rehat..

but then Nad n Nabilah nk g bli atlas la..n g mane la..

n me..ikot je la..

then da nk blek, Qish lak kate better tggu wktu mgrib jela..smyg kat gamik..

n skali lg, aq ikot jela.. :/

then da mgrib, da nk blek, Qish lak sroh tggu Mary yg tgh smyg coz Mary nk ikot blek uma..

n again, aq ikot je..

then Qish lak kate Nabilah tggu kat GAD coz xthan lapa,nk mkn kat situ gk..

then,aq pon ikot lg..tp time tu cm da plek da gn housemate2 ku ni..

but diam jela..

then da smpai GAD Qish lak tros g kdai pizza pe ntah..

so time tu da plek abes, tp Mary kate "layan jela"

n me??

ikot lg..

then da smpai tgkat atas, the first person yg aq nmpak is Alif.. *coz meje tu terlindung sebalik dinding

n pe lg yg aq igt??

"oo, Nabilah dating gn Alif rupeye,,"

then,, smpai je kat meje tu..

haaaa,what a surprise!!

all my housemate da kat situ n waiting for me n others..

"Ya Allah!! gler r kowg!" i'm talking ti myself..

jus time tu xtau nk ckp pe..

............*speechless

n time tu mmg xnafikan la, my adrenaline mmg byk gler secrete kot.n my heart stop pumping..but nseb nek tros pump blek,n dpt la oxygen blek..huhu

dowg celebrate my birthday! Ya Allah! never my whole life de owg wat celebrate cmtu.. i mean my fmily celebrate my birthday but bkn as a surprise,kire xla adrenaline kua tibe2..

but them?? i mean aq bru gk knal dowg bpe bulan tp dowg da celebrate for me..

haaa,terharu abes r..

then ktowg mkn spagetti n pizza *yg mmg xdpt nk nafi spagetti Nabilah lg sdap,,hehe

the da abes je mkn..dowg sroh Anis bg hadiah..

n haaaa!! lg la gler time tu..

dowg sroh tgk adiah tu time tu gk dpn Shah n Alif..

n aq pon wat jela..

n guess wat??

cardigan!! haa,Ya Allah! sempot abes time tu..

da la color black n grey plak tu!

ahaa..Ya Allah..mmg spechless..

xsngke gler dowg giv that as a gift..

i jus wanna say thanx kowg!! my housemate yg mmg gler rock!!

n alhamdulillah coz giv me this kind of housemate yg mmg bleh dri wat i'm expect..

n thanx2 sgggggtttt pde kowg coz giv that cardigan..i know that cardigan tu mst agk mhal n sori sgt kowg coz cian kot kowg spend byk jus tok celebrate my birthday..

n what else i can say??

u rock!! hehe..

*sori, terlebih-lebih plak.. :)))

couple??

couple??

1 topic yg menarik... i sure klu dgo je perkataan ni owg len akn berpaling..tipula klu sape yg x toleh..

i got this topic suddenly when i was thinking bout my frens..

act, to be honestly, aq mmg xde xperince psal couple ni,coz i dun wanna involve in puppy love..insyaAllah..arap2 dijaohkan..bia la owg len kate myself is poyo,kolot..but i'm happy wif that..

But, yg peliknye.. i'm de one yg my few frens cri to tell bout their couple probs..

n i'm de one that giv advice to them..

bkn nk bgge psal ni coz xde bnde yg perlu dibnggekn..for me, coz sape yg plih jln tok ber'couple',

byk probs yg akan datang...

yup,mmg btol..i telling this bkn saje2 coz i write dis based on what i'm observe..

mcm yg one of my fren.. die gtau kdg2 couple die xpeduli psal die,xmsj die.. n only bcoz of that, die sdei,rase down..

n my other fren plak, die gtau couple die cm da ade owg len..or dlm len kate,curang..

die nk break, tp die syg couple die..

i'm asking u..what u gonna do when u dun hav any xperince, but u hav to giv them advice..

n me yg mcm tersepit tgh2 (coz i dun support couple but kne advice dowg) kne la jdk someone yg nek kan semagt dowg coz mstla kte xkn biakn our frens dlm susa..

seriusly, pe yg dowg cite,make me harder not to couple..n i'm realy happy wif this.. jgnla bebankn fikiran dgn somthing yg kte pon xtau pe akn jdk nnt coz kte idop sbg student especially siswao siswi ni lg byk tggungjwab yg nk pikul..bia la psal hal hati ni kte deny dlu..pkirla mase dpan dlu yg xtntu mcm ne..skrg la masenye tok kite buktikn gn fmily yg kite mmg btol2 sygkn fmily kte..n klu pon kte syg gn laki o pompuan tu, ni la maseye tok kite buktikn gn dowg yg kte perlu berjaye klu btol la kte yg hidup gn dowg nnt..

peringatn tok diri n readers, sbb islam mengharamkn couple coz ni la antre sbb ye..slain nk elak zina hati, kite dpt elak sifat mazmumah yg mbe leh rosakkn idup sndri n couple..

wallahualam..

de view of life

assalamualaikum..

rite,,da lame sungguh xupdate blog ni.. owg kate tgh hibernate..ahaa..

hmm,act selama dri last post smpai skrg ni,i keep view the life.. what it is hah??

nk jdk viewer je ke?? parents anta study abroad tp las2 nk jdk viewer of life ke??

no la..

act, dats wat i always do when i feel down o in other words,boring..

so,i think bia la this time i share what i got..

sekadar nk share somthing bout i observe,,bout life,,bout people..

thinking,talking.praying,laughing,writing...all that people keep doing in life..

life isn't happy.. : som1 said

life isn't fair.. : others said

all that i got from fb..(not realy that words but that's de meaning)

when i read de comment..i was thinking..

why we should blame life if we're de one that make our life miserable?? upside down??

people keep blaming life...

people keep asking why this things happen..

people keep blaming others for wat happen..

but rarely people blame themselves for what happen..

kenape kite x cube nk muhasabah diri tok sume yg berlaku? n lpas tu,try to fix back de things yg miserable.. klu kite asyk mara2, asyk mencarut..what we get?? does it will change de things happen?? of coz not..

klu owg ckp tu memberi kepuasan, tu jus kepuasan yg sementare..

bkn ke lbeh bek klu we try to fix things, bia la slowly, but in the end, kte sndri yg akn tersenyum..