won't b around >>>

salam..

waa,,cam tak sangke pulak it has been quiet long i'm in Egypt ni.. n bile dikire n ditambah n ditolak, kire sbulan lbeh je lagi kat sini..rasenye mcm semalam je bru start klas yg first2 tu..insyaAllah, bulan depan kakiku akan dijejakkan kembali kat Malaysia! hehehh..dan bermulalah kisah ku yg akan bertapa 2 bulan kat Malaysia before blek sini..n that including hospital attach plak..hehe,,bz plak raseye nnt =)))

so, bile date nk balek Malaysia makin dekat, tu tandenya exam final pun makin dekat! huhhh... ya Allah! kuatkan hatiku.. seriously, this 1 month n half left kat sini will be very2 buzy for us to catch up n fix up everything we could before entering the exam hall. yup, definitely la, final will be much more tougher than before this. with our 3 moduls include patho n pharmaco, musculoskeletal system n immune system xditambah lg dgn minor subjek yg agk2 pelik sket..hehe (com. medicine) it gonna be really2 an exam mooOOdeee for us..hehe..

insyaAllah, our exam will be around 5-15 july..so with that.. i'm declaring myself that insyaAllah...

i won't be around in neither fb nor here..insyaAllah..kuatkan hatiku xon9.. hehe..

huh2..doakan ye sape2 yg datang jenguk blog ni to pray for me for this final exam ni..huh, takut kot, nak tntukan for scholar..huhhh..

hurmm, tgh cuak2 ni, tekan2 sket, google sket, skali terjumpe gmbar ni..rase tenang sket..hehe

insyaAllah..tgh2 nk exam mood ni,,solat jgn tinggal ye.. insyaAllah diperbanyak solat lg..

*peringatan utk diri dan kwan2..hehe..

okla, azan maghrib da nk habis ni..so, slamat tinggal kwan2 on9 ku..salam..

p/s : budak2 tanta n cairo n russia tgh exam, meaning dowg blek awal! huh, xacik!

mlm ni england de match. nk tgk ke nk study?? aisehh, setan ni..ngacau plak..

= skate =

salam..

yup! for this time entry.. it's all bout skate.. tau x?? (xtau xpe,nak bgtau lah ni..) i'm really really really crazy bout skate now!! huhu.. even skrg ni bile pergi San Stefano or Green Plaza or mana-mana pun.. the first things in my mind is nak survey skateboard..huhu.. mmg lah nk main tu mcm xde masa, but bile tgk skateboard tu mcm best je...

macam ni! terbang sana, terbang sini..hehe.. tapi bile pikir balik, macam susah lah pulak nak main kat negara macam ni, yg even bile kitaorang joging pun dah pandang pelik, nikan pula nak terkinja-kinja pula..huhu..but never mind lah.. in my mind right now.. i want..

this.. n yg kat atas atas tu..huhu..

tapi yg tu tu sume tu mahal.. :).. not suit for someone like me yg only beginner.. huh..but xpelah.. dreaming pun kire ok kn?? huhu..

p/s : nas, blek nnt kite men basket jom! huhu..

~kwan2~

salam..

Bile bace my ex-roomate pye blog psal keje2 jaat yang ktowang buat kat maktab dulu2, rasa macam tak caye plak that i involved..ahaha..N bile bace blog die psal cite ktowang tu, xsangka pulak byk jugak kerje2 jahat yang ktowg buat..Siap boleh buat list panjang lagi..ahaha..

Sume tu sebab masing2 kepala tgh nakal..Orang kate budak tengah membesar lah katekan! hehe.. Tulah, ari tu blek dari kelas terus bukak tv, tngok2 de cite underworld. terus je teringat kat my roomate2 dulu. Cite yang ktowang tengok kat bilik ktowang lepas light off. ahaha..budak2 len especially budak f4 (coz aras ktowang mostly budak2 f4) expect ktowang sume dah tido, but act tengah layan movie..punye lah nak bersungguh-sungguh nk tgk movie, takut cahaya laptop yg diseludup tu tembus kat bawah pintu, siap sendal gn kain batik kat bwah pintu. ahaha.. tu sume sebab nk buang gian da lame xtgk tv..huhu.. xcukup gn tu, cite step up lak ktowang layan.. ahaha..dah la bilik tu sume berjawatan except me (ok, i'm badar, kire jwatan gk ke? hehe) tp buat kerje yg orang len sume xexpect..

yang tak leh tahan tu, time first day aq daftar kat mktab tu, dowang da ajak wat keje jahat..alaa, bukan lah jaat pon sebenoye, just nak tgk tv time light off..hehe.. sume tu sebab dowang cakap first time dpt channel tv3 kat maktab, lagi2 ari tu de cite Nemo...ahaha..aq mule2 cm xcaye je dowang betul2 nk wat, lg2 sbb bilik ktowang kat ujung aspuri merangkap bilik terdekat gn warden, pulak tu klu nak g bilik tv kene redah balkoni yg dah tentu terbuka luas. klu warden lalu, for sure2 nampak ktowang. tapi sebab dowang dah expert, tiap kali wat keje cmtu, xpena nk kantoi..ahaha.. gile x gile, cm cite novel plak bile terpikir blek..

byk je lg kot cite ktowang, tp xya la cite sini..hehe..

since aq pindah kat situ la bru aq kenal hidup kat asrama.. klu kat maktab lame, cm hambar je idup.. ntah..pelik je, kat maktab yg first aq orang len, tp kat maktab yg second lak aq orang len..

hmm..ahaha.. kat maktab lama tu aq skema kot.. tiap kali orang jumpe, aq tgh study.. ahaha..kelakar kot bile pkir blek cmtu.. hidop asyik nak study, smpai time gn roomate n kawan2 pun ntah ke mana..

tp tulah, bile pindah kat maktab yg second tu time f5, barulah mature sket.. time by time aq berubah..not lagi cm dlu..xlg asyik pegang buku je..x lg asyik dok dalam kelas je.. xlg asyik sowang2.. sume tu maybe sbb roomate2 kat maktab bru tu yg support aq kot.. dowang tak pandang ktowang as a newer, tp as a friend.. bes sgt.. even yg berjwatan pun xpena pandang ktowang len, sume same..huhu..

orang kate, kite hidup ni xleh nk sorang2,,nnt xbleh nk berjya.. even kte nak blaja xsemestinye kene pegang buku baru bleh nak blaja. by looking n observing pun, kte bleh blaja..

tp tulah, tu sume cite dulu2.sume tu dah lepas, even kenangan2 tu dah hampir 2 tahun ktowang tinggal.2 tahun kat maktab yg berbeza, bg aq kenangan yg berbeza..buatkan aq membesar dengan environment n kwan2 yg berbeza.. but thanx to them yg bg aq experince yg berbeza, membuatkan aq membesar dan mengenal kehidupan luar..

n thanx friends for giving me such opportunity to know u.. :)

dah hampir 2-3 tahun kot dah xjumpe dowang ni..rase rinnnduuu sangattt..heheh..n rase2 mesti sume dah len,,the way they speak n act, sume dah dewasa..kte sume mungkin dah berubah, tp kenangan dulu xpena brubah..n i do hope that nnt bleh jumpe lagi, k??

p/s : kwan2 kat mktab lama, sorry sebab xkenal sgt kowang..

result! huhhhh.. :I

....

waaaa!!

result for final 1st sem had just came out!!

today,,

waa..

yup..

ble dpt tau result kua ari ni,

first things in my head..

"No repeat paper, no repeat paper..pllizzzz"

compared my effort here n in mrsm dlu,

for sure, i have to say that

i'm lazzzzyyyy sgt kat sni.. *shh,,jgn gtau ibu,,abes nnt kang..hehehhh*

:)

my result was not that good

but not too bad..

n still, i have long relieve to feel..

it was ok2 laa..

n alhamdulillah,, no repeat paper!

but ble compare gn kwan2,specially bdk mara,,

feel like i'm too small.. :((

but xpela..

asalkan xrepeat, that's a relieve for me..

*saje nk sedapkan ati konon..

n still, i have so much things to achieve ble dok insyaAllah 6 taun kat sni..

but yet, xde 1 pon lg yg da lepas..

hihi..

hailaa..

tula,,

berangan byk sgt..even target yg senang2 pon xlpas2 lg..

eh,,pe je da merapu ni..

*act belum solat lg ni..tula yg mcm pe je..hehe..

n'way,,just congratz to all my friends,,specially MM peeps!

some of them are great! but not me.. heee..

n for me.. "Afiqah,,study btol2! strive for this final sem! kejuaraan milik bersama! hehe"

ok..

gottta goo..

p/s : nad!! cepat siap! nk g st stefano x?? hehe

al-fatihah untuk Ahmad Fadhlan

~his last picture taken by me~2/1/2008

salam..

i plan not to on9 today but i change my mind at last..i opened my fb, hoping for something to read, some news about my friends in Malaysia, something to pay attention at..

when i'm checking my inbox, i read firdaus azlan send me a news, through mrsm merbok group..

it really give me heart attack..

" kepada sahabat sahabat mrsm merbok , Ahmad Fadlan ( abg ensem ) sudah kembali ke rahmatullah . al - fatihah buat arwah , semoga sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmat - NYA "

"Alan?? no,,mbe another alan..but could be him.. no no.."

my fingers speedly search my ex-classmate's account..where it's? where it's? yeah..here..

i read..

first,,,second,,third,, *kepale da geleng2,mcm xcaye

i read twice..still mcm xcaye.. read again..

Ya Allah.. innalillah..

pastu je mmg xdpt nk tahan...nangis je depan roomate2 sume..

rase mcm xcaye je..bru bln lepas ckp gn die..

suddenly, dapat tau die dah xde..

he's really best friend that i ever had..

n my best abg homeroom..

setahun kat merbok, but enough for him untuk ceriakn sume orang..

xpena nak tunjuk marah, even die tgh bengang..

klu kawan2 especially classmate de masalh, he'll make something tok kwan die senyum..

pena gak myself cm bengang gn orang len,,

tibe2 je die dtg n buat lawak..

terus hilang sume marah tu.. *grin

but then i realize that, he'll never b around again..

bru igt tahun ni nk wat reu gn classmate,,tp nmpaknye xckup orang la.. :(

tp xpela, aq reda gn sume ni..

Allah lebih sayangkan arwah..

arwah pun raseye xpernah buat orang len sakit hati,,

cume, ari tu, die asyik cari Sanim, classmate time f4..

tp xtaulah jumpe atau x..

aq cume harapkan arwah ditmpatkan dlm kalangan orang2 yg beriman..

Al-fatihah..

helllooo!!

salam..

wooo...

lame gler xupdate..(saje nk kasi berhabok byyyyyykkk... :))

n'way..

skrg ni tgh buuuuzzzzyyyy sgt gn study..

klu sape2 yg bace ni msti plak pkir yg aq ni asyik study je,,

skema laa.. pe laa..

but the things is..

things that i learn in medic..

mmg betul la orang kate

kalau nk study medic ni kene kuat..

kene tahan..

coz it's really tough..

this time modul, ktowg kene study bout upper n lower limb..

it supposed to be 1 sem for us just to study pasal tu,

but silibus ktowg ni di''pack'kn sebolenye sampai 1 month n a week je..

huhhhh..

mmg ridiculous..

n our time table pon kadang2 klas sampai 7 jam..

n esok pye klas plak 6-7 jam lg..

aishhh..

jarang sangat nk 4 jam je klas..

n what i heard from prof..

our next modul will be much more tougher than this..

n we have to study n struggle abes2,,

n hope our result will be with flying colours,,

to get scholar..

tu pon xtau la cmne nnt..

just yg boleh tawakal je that my last sem will not be so bad.. :(

but n'way yg pling besnyer, i really have to say that

i really2 love to learn here from the docs n profs..

they really2 kind..

teach us everythings that they can for us..

even sometimes we're too slow to catch n memorize the subjects..

huhu..

n they even let us play with cadavers after the session..

Allah..alhamdulillah..

i got this chance that i dream for..

when i flash back n think bout this,,

i'm really glad that i got this feeling..

terkejar2 tok study,,

sibuk bg mase to study, on9 n masak..

kemas uma..

waa,,it's looks like i'm buzy woman now!..

ahaha.. *ok.perasan

ble bende cmni de,

barula dpt rase..

yg this will be part of my life

ble insyaAllah i will be i doctor..

hurmm..oo..sori2..

act, post ni nk share that..

orang2 Malaysia!!

i'll back soon!!

huhu..

insyaAllah.. my flight will be on 28 of july..

but ktowg cuti 2 bulan jeee..

bdk2 mansura n azhar 3-4 bulan..

x aci!! huhh..

but never mind la..

asal dpt raye kat m'sia sudah..hehe..

eh,,alamakk..sudah terlajak leyy..

kne study..

mumtaz! hehe..

salam..

p/s : study,,study,,study!!

sorry bout my grammar..

i'm not good in english, tp seboleh-boleh nk tulis in english..hehe

~ inCreeeedible niGht! ~

salam..

ahaha..

ok..last nite as yg da plan..

we hav match..

supposely match da tunda on 12 April..

but then akak2 tu gtau xjdk coz akak2 4th year de exam..

so, we proceed the match on last nite..

huhu..guess what??

supposely we hav 2 matchess..

but then it b 3 matchess for us..

ok,,what does it mean haa??

ahaha..

we enter final!!

ahaha..

Alhamdulillah..

n all that thanx to Maryam a.k.a MAry for helping me laa..

n thanx to her yg mmg gile2 men smpai tergolek2 jatuh jus to save the ball..

for sure..

she plays tennis since ages lg..

n me,,only beginner..

just tgk jela.

*ok,jhatnye! hey,i'm only beginner laa,,nk smatch kuat2 kang nnt ter-overload smpai keluar wall kang,cmne??

huhu..thanx to her again for backing me up!..

huh,,klu x, for sure kne belasah kaw2 gn akak2 senior..

huhu..

n the final will be insyaAllah in this week,,xtau lg ble..

but yg xbesnyer, MAry injured.. =((

ok,,it's mean that i hav to upgrade my games klu nk beat the seniors~~

*cheeewaaaahh..mcm pe je an..mcm wakil nation la plak! huhu..

ohh, haa, forget to tell,,

the match was act bcoz we hav kejohanan sukan anjuran PCI..

kire ktowg ni lwan antare batch la..

n we, the first year, get bumblebee as our sport house.. *ok, mcm skola la plak! hehe..

so, slaen tennis, de netball, basket, futsal, marathon, track,,hmm,,lg pe ye?? forgot already laa..hehe..

so, back to story,,

match ktowg start bout 7.00 p.m..

but ktowg smpai kat Shatby kol 7.05 p.m..

seb bek time tu xstart lg..

klu x..huhhh

NAdh, yg da smpai dlu tolong cbut undi tok ktowg..

thanx ye NAdh!

n last nite, akak2 senior yg men sume semangat pkai bju according their sport house,,

cume ktowg je pkai bju colour ikot suke..

*ahaha,,sgt xsemangt..,cume NAdh je pkai colour bumblebee ,,but, xpela,at least de representative, kire ok an?? =)

so,

for 1st game, ktowg lwan akak 3rd year, n result = menang!!

for 2nd game, ktowg lwan akak 4th year, n result = menang!!

for semi final, ktowg lwan akak 2nd year, n result = menang!!

so, final result = msok final n kene lwan akak 3rd year

the most final result = ??

hmm..arap2 ktowg menang,,coz for double tennis, 1st ikhwat menang..

so,biarlah ktowg menang gk, bia nmpak cntek sket..huhu

time tggu giliran nk men tu, mmg tgn da terketar-ketar..

yeah2, i know that i hav anaemia (tp bkn kritikal la)

drah xckop..

tmbah2 lg smlm around 20 degree..

bile cuak n sejuk je, da mula r gigil..

but once step on the court,

dowg jerit2..

Fiqa-Mary, Fiqa-Mary, go go go!!

tros semangat time tu! *cheeewahh.. =))

huhu..

alhamdulillah,,dpt la g final.. =))

bes, happy,,mmg de sume tu..

but ble blek uma je,,dlm kol 11.00 p.m tu,,

teringt lak exam mggu dpan!!

n byk gler x cover!!

ou,okkk..

gotta go skrg..

xnk jdk cm sem lpas lg..

hehe..

salam..

p/s : ari ni ke esok nk g brg uma?? hmm...