i wishhh....

salam... n hellooooo everyone.. :)

lebih kurang 1 jam suku je lg kat sini dah nak masuk 2011.. hmm, skejap je rasenye time past by..

mcm baru semalam je update for new 2010 entry..

mcm baru semalam je jejak kaki kat sini, baru nk sesuai diri kat sini..

mcm baru semalam je... huuu,,byk betul 'mcm baru semalam'. heee...

insyaAllah, dpt lg peluang nk rasa duduk kat dunia ni tuk year 2011..huhu..

so much things i learnt in 2010. bykkkk sgt...

about life..

about friendship..

about love..

about study..

about world..

sume tu in 2010.. byk kn? :)

ok2,,slalu kalau new year, orang lain ade azam baru..

act, dah ade da azam baru since Maal Hijrah hari tu,,cume xpost je. :)

tp xpela,,nk jugak post lah mcm orang lain. :)

since it's the first time i'll be dlm golongan 20-an, :( and no more belas2, so let it be 20 wishes then,,ok?

1. buat yg terbaik utk ibu and ayah

2. get scholarship,, so no more burden on my parents *hope for it. insyaAllah*

3. explore the world,, *wink2)*

4. use time wisely *this should be the first act kn,, :)*

5. get more experience, get more knowledge. *how? it's secret :)*

6. DSLR bleh?? hehe *hope for RICOH. :)*

7. at least skali excellent for modul exam. *this need a lot of effort. insyaAllah..*

8. hafal at least 1 juzuk al-Quran*insyaAlllah*

9. be a better person *insyaAllah*

10. new sweater boleh? :)

11. new roller blade *brand? not decide yet*

12. no more pink bju rye.. *along, gtau ibu tau..hehe*

13. BUM sneakersssss..yg colour biru..yeahhh

14. launch a new blog..hehe

15. wake up early, so no more naik taxi g klas! hehe

16. basket, tennis every 2 weeks

17. reunion dgn 4Q *sgt rindu mereka,ok? :)*

18. scuba!

19. drive keluar dari kawasan rumah,boleh along? *begging*

20. nak g giza! *setahun duduk sini xpenah smpai sane pun. -.-*

ade lg sebenarnye, but xpe la..i keep it myself. next year plak bru publish..hehe.. so sape2 yg berkenaan, take note tau.. please realisasikan wishes wishes itu ok? hehe..

insyaAllah, this new azam will make me the-brand-afiqah in 2011..

aminnn...

.......

*this is just an interlude. ignore it if u don't wanna be infected. sori*

ok, i've been infected by an exam-syndrome. saya tension. 1 buku lg xcover. luse dah exam. sedih, takut xdpt score.. :(

Allah, bantulah saya...

So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief:

Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.

Therefore, when thou art free (from thine immediate task), still labour hard,

And to thy Lord turn (all) thy attention.

(Al-insyirah 5-8)

insyaAllah...

exam mode~

salam...

huhuhuhuhuhhhh..*ok, ni bukan senyum or feeling happy tapi mengeluh..ngee*

kelmarin exam skill lab. fuhh,,

overall ok, alhamdulillah, :) the-15 minutes-test wasn't as fear as i thought.. thanks to Allah sbb xlupa steps, except kat first station. :( dah lah first station, tgh nervous, then prof bleh plak tolak2 sekejap masuk bilik 9, sekejap nak suruh masuk bilik 10.. -.-' last2 prof suruh stay kat bilik 9.

situation :

examiner n an assistant tgh bincang something.. me>> tercangak kat belakang dorang.

me : dlm hati *hmm, ade model ventilation, ambu bag, and blood pressure. ah sudah, BP test, dahlah tgh nervous ni, xpe2 relax2..dlm fikiran tgh igt steps for BP test.*

assistant keluar, tinggal saya dgn examiner je.

examiner : id please

me : (give id.)

examiner : ok, do oropharyngeal airway (OPA).

me : (glup! *telan air liur n retract of eyelid.* ok, lupe steps..) can i close the door? (saje nk bg relax dulu)

examiner : no

me : (ok, serius gler doctor ni. pergi kat model n ambik OPA. try size OPA kat angle of jaw to insitor)

examiner : no, like this. (dia betulkan OPA tu sbb terbalik)

me : (aiseh, tolak markah dah..cont buat, tp dgn tgn shivering. alhamdulillah, ok. but then i realized that position salah! huh, tolak markah lg)

examiner : that's the correct OPA?

me : (betul ke? ah, ni mesti gaya nk psycho..) yes. (gaye confident)

examiner : ok, why should we put OPA for unconscious patient?

me : to relieve airway obstruction cause by tongue (acehh, laju je jawab sbb dah hafal. :))

examiner : ok. here your id. wait at the door until the bell is ringing.

me : (ambik id smbil senyum) thank you.

n after that,, alhamdulillah all 4 stations tu ok.. :)

this thursday plak dah exam mcq, 90 question but ONLY 45 marks. -.-' but xpela, still it is an exam kn?. gotta to fight even if it is only 5 marks.. :)

all right, gud luck alex peeps! may all of us got the best result. :)

salam Maal Hijrah~

urgghh..

*tilting head to right n left*

penat...

rasanya tak terlambat lg kot kalau nak cakap salam Maal Hijrah utk sume umat Islam kat serata dunia ni..

*salam Maal Hijrah to family n kawan2 n sape2 yg kenal saya ni..insyaAllah semangat baru membawa kejayaan baru..n kejayaan yg lame still di-maintain-kan.. :)*

study banyak lagi yg belum cover. saja drop by kat sini nak release tension sket. :) minggu ni rase heaven sangat bile Susu *susu tu nickname of ketua lecture kitaorang ok?* announce kat Disection Room tadi kelas clinical skill esok batal. huhu..dah lah semalam cuti gk sebab Maal Hijrah. esok plak cuti lg. sangatlah rasa boleh bernafas..sikit. hehe. *sebab 2 buku CNS tgh on boarding nk berlepas masuk dlm cerebrum. huuu*

bile duk kat sini kalau dapat cuti 2 hari in a week rasa sgt bersyukur sebab kelas 6 hari seminggu. n minggu ni lah yg paling xpenat sebab cuti 3 hari. hehe.. saya sukeeeeee! tp major kawan2 kat msia tgh cuti sem.. saya xsukeeeeee! nk cuti gk! :(

ok, patutnya dah masuk tahun baru ni dah kena azam baru, kena ada semangat baru. *tp sy xsemangat, macam mane?* tolong bagi semangat sikit?? ok2,,dah merapu habis dah ni *ambil buku, bukak, baca doa,ready nak menghafal*

till then,,salam..

ok, first tagged entry~

salam..

aha,,ok atiq, baru prasan yg atiq tag kite for ur 10 June entry.. aha,,sangat berzaman baru nak prasan. :) thanks anyway for tagging. ok, here is it.

1) Adakah anda rasa anda hot ?
=) feeqa cool..

2) Update wallpaper laptop yang anda guna skrg ?

3) Cerita pasal gambar ini .

picture of my parents. =) they give me strength every time i feel bad.

4) Kali terakhir makan pizza ?
hmm,,last summer kot. aha, lame giler xmkn pizza. nk beli pizza kat abou rabi' tu asyik tak de je last2 mkn shawerma je.. =(

5) Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar ?
bsb-shape of my heart. dgr lagu lame best jugak =)

6) Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini ?
buat assignment Meissner's corpuscles yg nk kena send draft kat prof luse.

7) Selain nama sendiri , anda dipanggil dengan nama apa ?
aaha,,ika panggilan utk family.

only certain merbokian, the whole mersingian including cikgu2 n the only makhluk yg kat alex ni yg tau korek cite tau my other name.. =)

8) Tag orang , siapa yang nak kena tag?
along.

eira.

abg amer.

nasreen.

shah.

9) Siapa orang number 1 pada anda ?
along yg paling baik! =)

10) Katakan sesuatu pada orang number 5 .
u good. wish to be like u someday =)

11) Number 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa ?
hurm,,dengan saya! as my brother =)

12) Bagaimana pula dengan number 2 ?
adik yg sgt memeningkan kepala bile nak ckp dgn die..hehe

13) kata - kata cinta pada orang number 4
ahaa..nasreen! lapppp u..study hard deyh..

14) Berikan fakta tentang orang yang anda tag .
along - kakak saya yg paling senang dibuli.aha,, dia da nk grade master tahun dpn insyaAllah wish u the best, along!

eira - hmm, adik yg kadang2 annoying. hehe.. english ckp berhabuk smpai kdg2 pun kena bukak kamus sebab tak faham dia gune perkataan ape..hehe..awk gune bombastic sgtlah eira..

abg amer - just have a baby, Mia Antasya Humaira, 1 month. comel gile! =)

nasreen - roomate kat mersing yg mengajar sy byk bnde even bru setahun jagung kat mersing..huhu.

shah - a good friend of mine. excel in every exams. hmm ape lg??

klu ade mase sila2 tag orang lain jugak! =)

manusia tak sempurna~

salam..

ada banyak sebab kenapa entry kali ni macam ni...

something that i learn in this life,

we are, i am and they are

not perfect in this life

kita sume perlukan orang lain utk hidup. family, kawan, sahabat even some people perlukan pet to live. :) sometimes kita ni rasa hidup dah cukup dah, tak perlukan orang lain, but peringatan utk diri sendiri n readers, Allah jadikan manusia ni berpasangan. so memang termaktub dalam fitrah manusia yg manusia ni perlukan orang lain utk hidup. Dalam surah apa, aku tak pasti, Allah ada sebut yang kehidupan ni dijadikan secara berpasangan. lelaki dengan perempuan. siang dengan malam n so on. *aku just igt ni je, sorry :)* so dlm konteks umur n environment aku sekarang ni, pasangan aku ialah dengan kawan2.

duduk kat sini, jauh dari family, tak ada pilihan yang ada selain kita perlukan kawan utk lengkapkan hidup kita.

susah senang everything we have to face it.

pahit manis sume tu kena telan sendiri.

gelak nangis kita rasa sendiri.

berjaya gagal sume tu adat hidup.

so kalau manusia sempurna tak sempurna tu ialah pandangan manusia kat manusia yg lain.

kita hidup kat dunia pinjaman. banyak kelemahan yg kita kena baiki sebelum kita di jemput Ilahi nanti. kawan-kawan before ni selalu minta nasihat aku kalau diorang ada problem. so, as a friend, aku bimbing sape yg perlukan. kadang-kadang ada yang kata, aku ni bagus sebab boleh motivate orang.

so conclusion orang lain,

orang yg boleh advice orang lain = boleh motivate diri sendiri = tak ada problem.

therefore, orang yg boleh advice orang lain = tak ada problem.

manusia tak sempurna. aku selalu berpegang dengan tu. aku pun perlukan orang lain utk bimbing aku. masih byk kelemahan dlm diri yg orang lain tak tahu. yg tau just antara aku n Dia. Allah Maha Mengetahui dengan setiap hambanya. jadi, kalau aku ada buat salah, sy minta maaf. kelemahan kat diri susah nak di buang bila dah jadik habit n aku masih perlukan pasangan aku utk membimbing aku ke arah yg baik.

aku tak sempurna~

untitled entry~

salam..

pagi 14 nov..lepas subuh aku xtido blek *pencapaian yg hebat! plus smlm tido pukul 1 pg+ tgh eid adha holiday.. :)

act, aku xtau nk tulis ape, tp tangan ni dok menggatal click kat blogger.com. so kire skrg ni aku menaip tanpa tujuan.. :)

since lpas subuh tadi,kol 5.30 pg *sini subuh masuk 4.50,habis dlm 5.30 pg* aku dah kat depan laptop. bukak mixpod mcm biase n fb..heeeee... tp yg xbpe nk biasenye bile pagi2 da kena pegang skull sbb byk kena cover. anat practical, physio lecture melambak, histo 1 hal lg, assignment synapse plak blum search..hurmm,,luse da rye...insyaAllah rye kat cairo, dengan Puteri Nurull Sanim Shahamah. :)

hmm,tringat plak kat rumah. time2 cmnie ibu slalu masak,prepare tuk rye. n slalu rye haji rye kat rumah je, xblek kampung. so duk rumah je. then ibu masak kari, nasi empet, hmm, lagi2.. ha,ni xbleh tinggal..ade rendang! hehe..bestnyer aii.. tp kat sini nasi empet pun xde. :( *ah,sudah,buat citer tragik plak. :)

ok,cranial cavity masih byk yg blum hafal. yup,hafal2 n fahamkan! mcm lecturer ckp, u must learn by your heart, then it will be easier.. :) *tgh2 taip ni perut da kluar lagu Just the girl-the Click Five. masak air n buat air teh. tgh2 sejuk ni minum air panas sedap! then makan dengan roti yg disapu butter a.k.a zibdah in arabic then letak gula. fuhhhh,sedap even simple je breakfast. teringat plak ibu slalu buatkan roti+marjerin+gula masa kecik2.. :)*

ok,skull skull skull!

maher Zain!!!

salam...

any medications for someone who REALLY addicted to Maher Zain???

ya Allah ai...

mmglah skrg ni,,bile on laptop..da xde benda lain nk buat slain

on mixpod, bukak lagu...huhu..

n mostly lagu2 tu sumenyer Maher Zain! ahaa.. :)

dulu2 xdelah minat sgt nasyed, lagi2 yg english.

then bile skrg ni da jadi macam badi dah,,asyik cari lagu baru Maher Zain je..hehe..

act, xtaulah lagu mane yg baru or yg lama..

coz for me everything is new *sbb baru discover sume lagu tu.. :)

yeah, it's all because of ur fault Muhd. Nazwan Shah yg buatkan sy addicted ok?

huhu..no lah, act, thanks to u yg bg lagu2 ni..ahaa..sesungguhnya bile dengar lagu2 ni sngtlah merasakan myself ni masih byk kekurangan yg kena baiki..musahabah dlm erti kata lain..hehe.. thanks friend!

oryte, da release segala tension yg ade, jom study! hehe..

p/s : currently listen to the chosen one.. :)

~kawan baik saya...

~salam,,

huhu..tajuk entry ni sangatlah macam karangan budak drjah 1 yg baru start nak belajar tulis karangan..huhu.. tpi best pulak bile teringat zaman kecik-kecik dulu try nak tulis esei sepanjang n secantik yang boleh padahal isi karangan tu ulang-ulang je..huhu..pastu bile hantar kat cikgu mmg xsah kalau tak ada dakwat pen merah yang tolong cantikkan esei tu. huhu.. eh, tapi ada dakwat merah tu pun, masa standard 2 alhamdulillah dpt anugerah penulisan terbaik.. :) tp lepas tu, bukan setakat pegang piala, nak nmpak bayang anugerah tu pun tak..hehe

oryte2,,ni nak jadik penglipur lara yang xbape nak lara abad ke 21...

~intan farhana ismail~

best friend since hari pertama jejak kaki kat kelas 1 cerdas. kitaorang panggil dia intan, tan or tan tan tot. sebab apa? sebab name dia intan lah.. tapi sekarangnickname dia tenot. sebab apa? ntahlah,,layannn...

currently dia study kat UiTM Penang, dip pharmacy. n dengar citer asyik masuk dean list je..huhu..bangga aku ni as her friend.. :) *tp aku? hmm..

but she's taken tau! jgn kacau ea..kalau tak, mahu kena kejar dengan parang dengan Haqqie a.k.a bf dia a.k.a kawan skolah rendah aku.. :) moga dpt rasa nasik minyak koranglah..hehe

nexxxttt....

huh..ok,gmbar mereka sangatlah besar..tp xpe,,asal bleh upload,oklah an.. :)

mereka from left~syafiqah~rahmah~aishah~intan again :)~emma~ n yang tak de dlm gambar are yusra n amy..

dorang ni best friend masa kat smksp2 a.k.a smkdua which is my lower form school..

huhu..3 tahun dengan dorang ni macam-macam kitaorang buat. nama je duduk kat kelas first tapi perangai..ish ish ish..masyaAllah..hehe.. yang ponteng latihan sukan xyah cakaplah, yang buat hal masa exam pastu kantoi,huhu..pastu yang kunci kelas sndri sebab nak elak cikgu BM datang. sebabnya? cikgu tu sangatlah boring n boring n boring..hehe. *gila punya perangai, dahlah masa tu dah form 3, nak PMR dah..

oh, lupe plak, pastu yang best friend yg lelaki tu,

~rahmat~haziq~fazlan a.k.a ayam :)~zul~

yup, dorang pun kepala gila2. pantang je cikgu tak ada dlm kelas, cikgu lambat sket dtg ke, mulalah Kedai Kopi Kelas Kreatif bukak. huhu..kawasan geografinya? kat tgh2 kelas, bawah kipas (sebab panas.hehe) nk lagi specific? coordinate? *ah,sudah..melalut mana pulak ni..

maybe sebab kelas kitaorang tak ramai student melayu, sebab tulah kitaorang rapat. mana2 pergi bertujuh je..bukak kedai kopi ke, time mengumpat ke *opss,, time study ke, mostly kitaorang same2..n alhamdulillah, masa PMR masing2 scored.. :)

pastu, aku teruskan long journey ni kat MRSM Merbok pulak masa form 4...

hmm,sape ek best friend?

~arwah Ahmad Fadhlan~

(yg sebelah kanan)

he's a good friend,really..selalu je ceriakan kelas. everywhere he goes, orang mesti suka kat dia, suka as in senang dgn dia.. ayat yang paling ingat pasal arwah ni, "Alaaa, Afiqah nak pergi..." bunyi macam sedih je an, tapigaya tangan dia kata yes.huhu..memang satu kelas gelak time tu. rasa sedih pulak bila teringat pasal kau, Alan.. n Alan, tau tak, hari tu aku kemas laci, then terjumpa balik kad birthday yang korang,budak2 4Q pos kat maktab baru aku..aku nangis Alan, bila baca speech kau. kau punya ayat "Aku nak bagitau kau sikit, kau ada ke tak ada ke, tak ada bezanya," aku nangis bukan sbb marah ayat kau, sbb aku tau tu ayat gurau kau, tapi aku sedih sbb tak dapat nak jumpe kau lagi..aku tak sempat nak mintak maaf dengan kau Alan..kau pergi cepat sangat..

~semoga kau tenang di sana kawan n abg homeroom ku~

then, Form 5 my journey kat MRSM Mersing

hmm,,ramai je act yg bestfriend aku..tp hmm,,aku nak pilih yg ni..

~Hasrul Taib~

Bes, bahaya lah ai gmba ni..aku promote kau ni, u should thank me for it! huhu

hmm,dia ni act kawan masa skolah rendah, since darjah 1 gk, cume kelas lain.tapi kenal tu kenallah.. kitraorang jumpe balik time form5 ni. dah lah 1 kelas, then deskmate pulak tu. hailoh..huhu..tp time ni kitaorang tak rapat

sangat. *rapat as in kawan je ea..

then since dia ada prob sket barulah contact balik. masa tu aku dah kat Mesir. hmm, tahun lepas lah ek? hmm, dia skrg kat..(bes,kau kat ne? aku lupa lah..hehe..sori..) amek business..

dulu aku pandang dia biasa je, macam yg lain2, but since kejadian dulu tu, i think i have to solute him..dia banyak prob, tp dia kuat. n i think, bes, kalau aku kat tempat kau, aku tak mampu nak bangun balik macam yang kau buat sekarang. n thanks sgt2, kau selalu je motivate aku. aku ingat orang lain yang akan motivate aku, tp bila kau motivate aku, aku tau, xperlu nak jadik intelligent mane tuk motivate orang. yg penting, hati tu. macam yang kau cakap

"aku maybe tak pandai mana, tp kalau ada kawan yang ada prob, aku akan tolong. diorang maybe pandai, tp tak semua boleh ada time kawan perlukan diorang,"

aku rasa glad to have u as my friend. thanks, bes!

n now, aku kat Mesir, Alexandria University...

my housemate are my bestfriends..

~Nadiah~Anis~Nabilah~Balqish~Mary~

persahabatan yang mula betul2 masa jejak kaki kat Mesir ni kecuali Anis n Nad (kitaorang dah kenal since kat preMed)

masa mlm yg baru sampai tulah, bru kenal nama diaorang..bru kenal perangai..mula2 macam takut2 je nak rapat, ye r, xkenal tiba2 nak rapat an. mau nnt diaorang rasa pelik2 je. tp since tu, kitaorang study sama2, makan sama2, then belajar masak same2 (sbb masing2 xreti masak except Anis. =)) then pillow talk sama2..alhamdulillah, cuma tu yang aku dpt ckp..pengalaman kat perantauan, mmg beza dari kat Malaysia. susah senang, sume kitaorang kena lalui sendiri, tak ada macam kat asrama dulu yg boleh je call mak ayah bawak barang apa2 klu nak. kat sini lah yg byk mematangkan aku, kenal dunia luar yang memang luar, yg memang bukan Malaysia..ya Allah, help us to grab our own star..insyaAllah..

:))

thanks, korang! u've been such a great friends! n aku harap, our friendship will never end. kalau ada yang aku salah silap, mintak maaf banyak2..insyaAllah, kita jumpa lg..insyaAllah, ukhuwah filah ni akan diberkati Allah..

:))

CNS = Camne Nak Study??

salam...

tarik nafasss..lepas..

one more, one more..

tarik nafasss..lepas..

huhu..alhamdulillah,,masih ade ruang nak bernafas dlm modul bru ni.. n alhamdulillah jugak, exam hari tu boleh tersenyum sikit compare modul2 lain.. :)

huhu..kenapa tajuk entry ni cmni? act nk cite modul baru ni kitaorang study bout CNS a.k.a modul yg paling berat n yang paling lame, bout 2 months =__=' .so disebabkan tu, maka terciptalah CNS = Camne Nak Study?

alhamdulillah, stakat ni bleh lagi go on dengan modul ni. (ok,mmglah bleh go on, baru start 5 lecture.. :) Nasib baik, nota2 kat upm dulu dah diangkut bersama dlm flight tu sangat membantu.. so, bolehlah refer sikit2 kalau ada yang tak faham.. ;) tapi Maryam kate akak-akak senior 3rd year yang jugak tengah berperang dengan CNS tu kata sangatlah susah, even Prof. Maysa pun kata this modul is the most important n heaviest among all moduls. =__=' (ayyoo! mane semangat nak study ni??) huhu.. but xpela,,think positive! ayyeah! *ah, sudah! melalut dah..

p/s : bess, aku xde idea nak update, tp aku try. jgn kata aku tak update ea? :)

bzzz..bzzz..

sungguh...

otak ketika ni sbb berselirat..

ya Allah..

bantu aku...

amin..

sanah tani~ =)

salam..

huhu...it has been really berhabuk since the last time i wrote.. n alhamdulillah, now i'm back to my adopted country for the second times.. =)

ahaha.. bru seminggu start klas, mmg otak dah berselirat tahap ape da. xsmpat nk tarik nafas pnjang dah kena exhaled..ayyooo! mmglah main dengan portozoa n segala jenis bacteria je bile start sem bru ni. tak di tambah campur darab bahagi dengan anak cucu virus n helminths parasite yg mmg pathogen tu..cume nasib baik immune system still ok utk catch up sume bnde. kalau x mmg xpasal2 la kne infection n infestation dgn segala jenis bacteria virus tu.. =) *da melalut mane dah ni??

tgklah, kepala pun dah mcm ape da smpai kdg2 ckp dgn housemate pun dah keluar semua name phylum2 tu..huhu..

ok2, drop the subjek..

so, bile dah 2nd year ni, dah makin senior, makin byk responsibility pada adik2 yg bru sampai tu n subjek pulak makin tougher.. wawawa! sabar2, adatlah tu nk study (pujuk diri.. :))

n kwan2 pun rupenye dah makin rmai fly Mesir ni..hehe..best2! Sanim ade, Najiah ade, Qila pun ade..laki xde..ahahaa..never mind, lg ramai girls yg dtg lagi best.. tp yg xsyok sket tu, dorang2 tu sume kat Cairo.. =( so klu sume kat sane, kire E

l Adha nnt kat sane la ea? hehe.. plan byk je tp fulus tak taulah ade ke x, tu xtermasuk lg plan yg xsure la dpt ke tak dapat nak jejak Europe..huhu..

ei2, saje ni nk cite..

my kaki dah jejak qatar..hehe..xkisah lah kan, asal dalam a

irport doha pun kire jejak la kan.. tp next time nk kuar jln2 qatar plak..hehe..

xcaye? ni dia prove nye.. =)

so qatar dah, egypt dah, mas pun dah.. nk yg ni plak la.. =)

*demand! :p

so, nk g sane nnt tu kena tunggu la kwan2 yg dpt fly sane bru g. sambil2 jln2 sambil bleh jumpa kwan2 lame an.. =)

oh, btw, i wanna wish very gud luck n all the best to my sis yg akan menghadapi pmr this week n next week. all the best, Hazirah! klu bleh be like time UPSR dulu n insyaAllah u'll b the third MRSMian in our fmily..i pray for u days n nights.. =)

until then, salam..

Salam Ramadhan ya Kareem..

Salam.. yup, it has been quiet really long since the last time i spill out. sori to readers (klu ade) coz duk bertapa kat rumah ni tak ada benda nak di-share-kn.. :) so entry kali ni pun actually tak tau nak tulis apa,, mbe just nak wish Happy Ramadhan n Happy Becoming Eid..huhu.. n just spill whatever that comes in my head.. n sori again, i don't do literature, so for sure my words really kinda upside down.. :))

so, first thing in my head now.. waaaa,,,target utk tadarus da tersasar! huh,,sedih2.. :(( but

xpela..selagi terdaya dan terlarat,, akan diteruskan untuk malam2 yg ada ni..

oh, teringat something! nak wish mabruk pada my friends Kak Saibah n Qarafi for their last Tuesday engagement. hehe..duk dengar juga kat Mesir de yang bzz bzz gtau pasal dowang ni tapi lidah dari tuan punya badan tak pernah nak gtau.. huhu..soOOo bile dah engage ni, bile plak walimah nye Kak Saibah oii?? huhu..

ok, tak tahu act cmne ring tu, tp agak2 macam ni x kak saibah? ;)

rite2.. bile dah macam ni,, dah dengar ramai abg2 n akak2 senior dah ber-engage, dah terima byk jemputan walimah, rasa macam dah besar n dewasa je. kawan2 sebaya n sewaktu dengannya dah 1 langkah ke depan. dah kena pikir psal hal-hal yang tak patut di fikir sebelum ni je. ok2..stop there! kang nanti melalut masuk cite apa plak pasni..hehe..

n now kan, bila dah duk dengan senang lenangnya a month kat rumah tanpa pegang any books (tp err,novel tu termasuk buku ke?), utusan dari Syarikat Kamal dengan ayah menjadi postman nye dah sampai di rumah bersama-sama 5 buku medic international yng tebalnya lebih kurang 1 inch lebih setiap satu. huhh..terima kasih byk2 ye! n yeah, kena start study skrg klu tak nak jadi macam dulu lg..

hmm, nak spill lagi tapi tak tahu nk tulis apa lagi. ok, better stop spill before slip..huhu.. ok, Happy Ramadan Kareem to all n Happy Becoming Eid..anyone yang tau my home kat jb, do come time raye nnt. tak kira lah kwan2 kat sktp ke, smksp2 ke, merbok, mersing n even Alex..lai2..datang rumah..tp nk dtg make sure gtau dulu..tkut time tu d tak ada kat sini.. :)

p/s : even if you hate someone, don't use 'bodoh' or any words yg boleh menyinggung hati orang lain. ckp slow-slow bolehkan?

ok,,kaki da jejak m'sia!

salam..

alhamdulillah sgt2..

da slamat smpai kat tanah melayu ni 24 julai lpas..

ptutnye this entry should has been post years ago bile kaki mula2 jejak kat rumah.

but quiet bz la nk update. *ok, bz ape act? huhu..

n n n...once kluar dari balai ketibaan tu, ibu ckp, "Ika dah kurus!" "N dah tinggi!" ngee3.. big grin je la..xterkata apa. =D tp lepas tu pulak ktowang pegi kedai. ok, da lupe name kedai yg kat shah alam tu. then first bende yg di makan, no others than roti canai..tu xditambah dgn list makanan yg nak settle before balik ni..huhu.. sure lepas ni angah pun kalah la.. :))

ok, back to story,, banyak gila things to do for 2 months menjadi pertapa termasyuk kat rumah ni. :)

but for this time being, i'm the bibik terhormat lg dihormati kat rumah ni.. :D

so, with 2 months kat m'sia ni,,planning?? huhu..don't worry..since kat mesir dah terbayang-bayang plan yg menggila banyak nak buat b4 start second year insyaAllah.. huhuhu.. with hosp. attachment was put behind sbb lambat antar borang :((, list makanan yg nak dimakan n dibaking wil b the first from the others in list.. :))) nyum nyummmm..

lain2.. nk pegi mersing, amek sijil spm sambil menyebok dan mengacau cikgu2, nak pegi kL mbe n merbok *ni klu bleh la.. n hmm,,kne study..huhh..lain2,jmpe member2..

waa,,agk boring plan ni..

hmm, xpela..ignore it..insyaAllah our result will come out tomorroww...n counting..huhh..doakanlah yg terbaik.. tkut2..

p/s : his post disturbing my neuron right now.. bzz..bzz

khalass! khalass! khalass!

salam..

yup2!! final exam is khalas! huhu.. what a relief! really! about few months rasenye tak rasa lega macam ni.. lepas ni, no more pressure for about 2 months insyaAllah.. lepas tu pulak, berhempas pulas lah ye otakku untuk terime modul2 yang harder,ok?? n bersedialah neuron2ku untuk excited terlebih to transmit impulse dengan rapidly ye..*bzz!,bzz!*...huhu..but for this time being, enjoy lah puas-puas but don't over the limit, tau..hehe..

final exam was ok la..alhamdulillah..but essay was a little bit kantoi, especially patho. ah, hate patho! huhu..(eh, jgn benci,,nnt susa nak study..hehe) insyaAllah, result will come out on 31 July ni..huhu..cuak2..doa doakan ye supaye tak de repeat paper.. tp kalau mumtaz, tu yang terbaek!.. ;)

see box kat atas ni? i'm packing! nak balik Malaysia lepas bertapa few months kat sini. ^_^

time exam ari tu, asyik lah dok pikir bile nak balik. siap countdown lagi. bukan countdown nak final, tp countdown nak balik..hehe.. *ok, kalau ibu bace blog ni, mau kantoi tak fokus study..hehe..ampun buk!*

tp bile sekarang ni yang memang tak ade pressure ape-ape, tak adelah rase nak balik je. ok jelah nak duk kat sini a week lg before balik..aishh..dah name pun manusia, tak pernah nak puas n bersyukur kan..astaghfirllah..*betul ke eja?*

hmm,,a week je lagi kat sini, byk gile plan yang nak buat.. ok2,,better listkan before terlupe nak wat before balik ni..

1. nak bli souvnir..hmm, utk fmily, roomate mersing, n kwan..

2. main tennis n basket! huhu.. *nas, ni nak master 3 pointer ni..hehe*

3. g cairo, nk g giza *ok, ni kalau bjet cukup lah ye..

4. kemas rumah. for sure, kalau tak mau mama mengamuk tak bg ktowang stay kat umah dia taun depan. hehe..

5. packing *aiseh, ni patutnye plan no 1 tadi, tp xpelah, malas nak rewrite..hehe*

6. books! yup, ni yang msti jgn tiggal, kalau tak start klas ni mau jadik blur semacam..

7. baking n upgrade cooking skill..hehe..

8. try nak hafaz al-Baqarah. maybe 1 page je dulu..insyaAllah..

9. hmm..ape lg??

insyaAllah, sume bende ni perlu disettlekan before balik. oh, ye, 1 more, requirement letter untuk hosp. attach ni xdapat lg. so, kene amek kat u, kalau tak mau menonggeng boring dok uma tak buat ape2..huhu..

p/s : mau tdo. ngantuk sudah,,hehe

won't b around >>>

salam..

waa,,cam tak sangke pulak it has been quiet long i'm in Egypt ni.. n bile dikire n ditambah n ditolak, kire sbulan lbeh je lagi kat sini..rasenye mcm semalam je bru start klas yg first2 tu..insyaAllah, bulan depan kakiku akan dijejakkan kembali kat Malaysia! hehehh..dan bermulalah kisah ku yg akan bertapa 2 bulan kat Malaysia before blek sini..n that including hospital attach plak..hehe,,bz plak raseye nnt =)))

so, bile date nk balek Malaysia makin dekat, tu tandenya exam final pun makin dekat! huhhh... ya Allah! kuatkan hatiku.. seriously, this 1 month n half left kat sini will be very2 buzy for us to catch up n fix up everything we could before entering the exam hall. yup, definitely la, final will be much more tougher than before this. with our 3 moduls include patho n pharmaco, musculoskeletal system n immune system xditambah lg dgn minor subjek yg agk2 pelik sket..hehe (com. medicine) it gonna be really2 an exam mooOOdeee for us..hehe..

insyaAllah, our exam will be around 5-15 july..so with that.. i'm declaring myself that insyaAllah...

i won't be around in neither fb nor here..insyaAllah..kuatkan hatiku xon9.. hehe..

huh2..doakan ye sape2 yg datang jenguk blog ni to pray for me for this final exam ni..huh, takut kot, nak tntukan for scholar..huhhh..

hurmm, tgh cuak2 ni, tekan2 sket, google sket, skali terjumpe gmbar ni..rase tenang sket..hehe

insyaAllah..tgh2 nk exam mood ni,,solat jgn tinggal ye.. insyaAllah diperbanyak solat lg..

*peringatan utk diri dan kwan2..hehe..

okla, azan maghrib da nk habis ni..so, slamat tinggal kwan2 on9 ku..salam..

p/s : budak2 tanta n cairo n russia tgh exam, meaning dowg blek awal! huh, xacik!

mlm ni england de match. nk tgk ke nk study?? aisehh, setan ni..ngacau plak..

= skate =

salam..

yup! for this time entry.. it's all bout skate.. tau x?? (xtau xpe,nak bgtau lah ni..) i'm really really really crazy bout skate now!! huhu.. even skrg ni bile pergi San Stefano or Green Plaza or mana-mana pun.. the first things in my mind is nak survey skateboard..huhu.. mmg lah nk main tu mcm xde masa, but bile tgk skateboard tu mcm best je...

macam ni! terbang sana, terbang sini..hehe.. tapi bile pikir balik, macam susah lah pulak nak main kat negara macam ni, yg even bile kitaorang joging pun dah pandang pelik, nikan pula nak terkinja-kinja pula..huhu..but never mind lah.. in my mind right now.. i want..

this.. n yg kat atas atas tu..huhu..

tapi yg tu tu sume tu mahal.. :).. not suit for someone like me yg only beginner.. huh..but xpelah.. dreaming pun kire ok kn?? huhu..

p/s : nas, blek nnt kite men basket jom! huhu..

~kwan2~

salam..

Bile bace my ex-roomate pye blog psal keje2 jaat yang ktowang buat kat maktab dulu2, rasa macam tak caye plak that i involved..ahaha..N bile bace blog die psal cite ktowang tu, xsangka pulak byk jugak kerje2 jahat yang ktowg buat..Siap boleh buat list panjang lagi..ahaha..

Sume tu sebab masing2 kepala tgh nakal..Orang kate budak tengah membesar lah katekan! hehe.. Tulah, ari tu blek dari kelas terus bukak tv, tngok2 de cite underworld. terus je teringat kat my roomate2 dulu. Cite yang ktowang tengok kat bilik ktowang lepas light off. ahaha..budak2 len especially budak f4 (coz aras ktowang mostly budak2 f4) expect ktowang sume dah tido, but act tengah layan movie..punye lah nak bersungguh-sungguh nk tgk movie, takut cahaya laptop yg diseludup tu tembus kat bawah pintu, siap sendal gn kain batik kat bwah pintu. ahaha.. tu sume sebab nk buang gian da lame xtgk tv..huhu.. xcukup gn tu, cite step up lak ktowang layan.. ahaha..dah la bilik tu sume berjawatan except me (ok, i'm badar, kire jwatan gk ke? hehe) tp buat kerje yg orang len sume xexpect..

yang tak leh tahan tu, time first day aq daftar kat mktab tu, dowang da ajak wat keje jahat..alaa, bukan lah jaat pon sebenoye, just nak tgk tv time light off..hehe.. sume tu sebab dowang cakap first time dpt channel tv3 kat maktab, lagi2 ari tu de cite Nemo...ahaha..aq mule2 cm xcaye je dowang betul2 nk wat, lg2 sbb bilik ktowang kat ujung aspuri merangkap bilik terdekat gn warden, pulak tu klu nak g bilik tv kene redah balkoni yg dah tentu terbuka luas. klu warden lalu, for sure2 nampak ktowang. tapi sebab dowang dah expert, tiap kali wat keje cmtu, xpena nk kantoi..ahaha.. gile x gile, cm cite novel plak bile terpikir blek..

byk je lg kot cite ktowang, tp xya la cite sini..hehe..

since aq pindah kat situ la bru aq kenal hidup kat asrama.. klu kat maktab lame, cm hambar je idup.. ntah..pelik je, kat maktab yg first aq orang len, tp kat maktab yg second lak aq orang len..

hmm..ahaha.. kat maktab lama tu aq skema kot.. tiap kali orang jumpe, aq tgh study.. ahaha..kelakar kot bile pkir blek cmtu.. hidop asyik nak study, smpai time gn roomate n kawan2 pun ntah ke mana..

tp tulah, bile pindah kat maktab yg second tu time f5, barulah mature sket.. time by time aq berubah..not lagi cm dlu..xlg asyik pegang buku je..x lg asyik dok dalam kelas je.. xlg asyik sowang2.. sume tu maybe sbb roomate2 kat maktab bru tu yg support aq kot.. dowang tak pandang ktowang as a newer, tp as a friend.. bes sgt.. even yg berjwatan pun xpena pandang ktowang len, sume same..huhu..

orang kate, kite hidup ni xleh nk sorang2,,nnt xbleh nk berjya.. even kte nak blaja xsemestinye kene pegang buku baru bleh nak blaja. by looking n observing pun, kte bleh blaja..

tp tulah, tu sume cite dulu2.sume tu dah lepas, even kenangan2 tu dah hampir 2 tahun ktowang tinggal.2 tahun kat maktab yg berbeza, bg aq kenangan yg berbeza..buatkan aq membesar dengan environment n kwan2 yg berbeza.. but thanx to them yg bg aq experince yg berbeza, membuatkan aq membesar dan mengenal kehidupan luar..

n thanx friends for giving me such opportunity to know u.. :)

dah hampir 2-3 tahun kot dah xjumpe dowang ni..rase rinnnduuu sangattt..heheh..n rase2 mesti sume dah len,,the way they speak n act, sume dah dewasa..kte sume mungkin dah berubah, tp kenangan dulu xpena brubah..n i do hope that nnt bleh jumpe lagi, k??

p/s : kwan2 kat mktab lama, sorry sebab xkenal sgt kowang..

result! huhhhh.. :I

....

waaaa!!

result for final 1st sem had just came out!!

today,,

waa..

yup..

ble dpt tau result kua ari ni,

first things in my head..

"No repeat paper, no repeat paper..pllizzzz"

compared my effort here n in mrsm dlu,

for sure, i have to say that

i'm lazzzzyyyy sgt kat sni.. *shh,,jgn gtau ibu,,abes nnt kang..hehehhh*

:)

my result was not that good

but not too bad..

n still, i have long relieve to feel..

it was ok2 laa..

n alhamdulillah,, no repeat paper!

but ble compare gn kwan2,specially bdk mara,,

feel like i'm too small.. :((

but xpela..

asalkan xrepeat, that's a relieve for me..

*saje nk sedapkan ati konon..

n still, i have so much things to achieve ble dok insyaAllah 6 taun kat sni..

but yet, xde 1 pon lg yg da lepas..

hihi..

hailaa..

tula,,

berangan byk sgt..even target yg senang2 pon xlpas2 lg..

eh,,pe je da merapu ni..

*act belum solat lg ni..tula yg mcm pe je..hehe..

n'way,,just congratz to all my friends,,specially MM peeps!

some of them are great! but not me.. heee..

n for me.. "Afiqah,,study btol2! strive for this final sem! kejuaraan milik bersama! hehe"

ok..

gottta goo..

p/s : nad!! cepat siap! nk g st stefano x?? hehe

al-fatihah untuk Ahmad Fadhlan

~his last picture taken by me~2/1/2008

salam..

i plan not to on9 today but i change my mind at last..i opened my fb, hoping for something to read, some news about my friends in Malaysia, something to pay attention at..

when i'm checking my inbox, i read firdaus azlan send me a news, through mrsm merbok group..

it really give me heart attack..

" kepada sahabat sahabat mrsm merbok , Ahmad Fadlan ( abg ensem ) sudah kembali ke rahmatullah . al - fatihah buat arwah , semoga sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmat - NYA "

"Alan?? no,,mbe another alan..but could be him.. no no.."

my fingers speedly search my ex-classmate's account..where it's? where it's? yeah..here..

i read..

first,,,second,,third,, *kepale da geleng2,mcm xcaye

i read twice..still mcm xcaye.. read again..

Ya Allah.. innalillah..

pastu je mmg xdpt nk tahan...nangis je depan roomate2 sume..

rase mcm xcaye je..bru bln lepas ckp gn die..

suddenly, dapat tau die dah xde..

he's really best friend that i ever had..

n my best abg homeroom..

setahun kat merbok, but enough for him untuk ceriakn sume orang..

xpena nak tunjuk marah, even die tgh bengang..

klu kawan2 especially classmate de masalh, he'll make something tok kwan die senyum..

pena gak myself cm bengang gn orang len,,

tibe2 je die dtg n buat lawak..

terus hilang sume marah tu.. *grin

but then i realize that, he'll never b around again..

bru igt tahun ni nk wat reu gn classmate,,tp nmpaknye xckup orang la.. :(

tp xpela, aq reda gn sume ni..

Allah lebih sayangkan arwah..

arwah pun raseye xpernah buat orang len sakit hati,,

cume, ari tu, die asyik cari Sanim, classmate time f4..

tp xtaulah jumpe atau x..

aq cume harapkan arwah ditmpatkan dlm kalangan orang2 yg beriman..

Al-fatihah..

helllooo!!

salam..

wooo...

lame gler xupdate..(saje nk kasi berhabok byyyyyykkk... :))

n'way..

skrg ni tgh buuuuzzzzyyyy sgt gn study..

klu sape2 yg bace ni msti plak pkir yg aq ni asyik study je,,

skema laa.. pe laa..

but the things is..

things that i learn in medic..

mmg betul la orang kate

kalau nk study medic ni kene kuat..

kene tahan..

coz it's really tough..

this time modul, ktowg kene study bout upper n lower limb..

it supposed to be 1 sem for us just to study pasal tu,

but silibus ktowg ni di''pack'kn sebolenye sampai 1 month n a week je..

huhhhh..

mmg ridiculous..

n our time table pon kadang2 klas sampai 7 jam..

n esok pye klas plak 6-7 jam lg..

aishhh..

jarang sangat nk 4 jam je klas..

n what i heard from prof..

our next modul will be much more tougher than this..

n we have to study n struggle abes2,,

n hope our result will be with flying colours,,

to get scholar..

tu pon xtau la cmne nnt..

just yg boleh tawakal je that my last sem will not be so bad.. :(

but n'way yg pling besnyer, i really have to say that

i really2 love to learn here from the docs n profs..

they really2 kind..

teach us everythings that they can for us..

even sometimes we're too slow to catch n memorize the subjects..

huhu..

n they even let us play with cadavers after the session..

Allah..alhamdulillah..

i got this chance that i dream for..

when i flash back n think bout this,,

i'm really glad that i got this feeling..

terkejar2 tok study,,

sibuk bg mase to study, on9 n masak..

kemas uma..

waa,,it's looks like i'm buzy woman now!..

ahaha.. *ok.perasan

ble bende cmni de,

barula dpt rase..

yg this will be part of my life

ble insyaAllah i will be i doctor..

hurmm..oo..sori2..

act, post ni nk share that..

orang2 Malaysia!!

i'll back soon!!

huhu..

insyaAllah.. my flight will be on 28 of july..

but ktowg cuti 2 bulan jeee..

bdk2 mansura n azhar 3-4 bulan..

x aci!! huhh..

but never mind la..

asal dpt raye kat m'sia sudah..hehe..

eh,,alamakk..sudah terlajak leyy..

kne study..

mumtaz! hehe..

salam..

p/s : study,,study,,study!!

sorry bout my grammar..

i'm not good in english, tp seboleh-boleh nk tulis in english..hehe

~ inCreeeedible niGht! ~

salam..

ahaha..

ok..last nite as yg da plan..

we hav match..

supposely match da tunda on 12 April..

but then akak2 tu gtau xjdk coz akak2 4th year de exam..

so, we proceed the match on last nite..

huhu..guess what??

supposely we hav 2 matchess..

but then it b 3 matchess for us..

ok,,what does it mean haa??

ahaha..

we enter final!!

ahaha..

Alhamdulillah..

n all that thanx to Maryam a.k.a MAry for helping me laa..

n thanx to her yg mmg gile2 men smpai tergolek2 jatuh jus to save the ball..

for sure..

she plays tennis since ages lg..

n me,,only beginner..

just tgk jela.

*ok,jhatnye! hey,i'm only beginner laa,,nk smatch kuat2 kang nnt ter-overload smpai keluar wall kang,cmne??

huhu..thanx to her again for backing me up!..

huh,,klu x, for sure kne belasah kaw2 gn akak2 senior..

huhu..

n the final will be insyaAllah in this week,,xtau lg ble..

but yg xbesnyer, MAry injured.. =((

ok,,it's mean that i hav to upgrade my games klu nk beat the seniors~~

*cheeewaaaahh..mcm pe je an..mcm wakil nation la plak! huhu..

ohh, haa, forget to tell,,

the match was act bcoz we hav kejohanan sukan anjuran PCI..

kire ktowg ni lwan antare batch la..

n we, the first year, get bumblebee as our sport house.. *ok, mcm skola la plak! hehe..

so, slaen tennis, de netball, basket, futsal, marathon, track,,hmm,,lg pe ye?? forgot already laa..hehe..

so, back to story,,

match ktowg start bout 7.00 p.m..

but ktowg smpai kat Shatby kol 7.05 p.m..

seb bek time tu xstart lg..

klu x..huhhh

NAdh, yg da smpai dlu tolong cbut undi tok ktowg..

thanx ye NAdh!

n last nite, akak2 senior yg men sume semangat pkai bju according their sport house,,

cume ktowg je pkai bju colour ikot suke..

*ahaha,,sgt xsemangt..,cume NAdh je pkai colour bumblebee ,,but, xpela,at least de representative, kire ok an?? =)

so,

for 1st game, ktowg lwan akak 3rd year, n result = menang!!

for 2nd game, ktowg lwan akak 4th year, n result = menang!!

for semi final, ktowg lwan akak 2nd year, n result = menang!!

so, final result = msok final n kene lwan akak 3rd year

the most final result = ??

hmm..arap2 ktowg menang,,coz for double tennis, 1st ikhwat menang..

so,biarlah ktowg menang gk, bia nmpak cntek sket..huhu

time tggu giliran nk men tu, mmg tgn da terketar-ketar..

yeah2, i know that i hav anaemia (tp bkn kritikal la)

drah xckop..

tmbah2 lg smlm around 20 degree..

bile cuak n sejuk je, da mula r gigil..

but once step on the court,

dowg jerit2..

Fiqa-Mary, Fiqa-Mary, go go go!!

tros semangat time tu! *cheeewahh.. =))

huhu..

alhamdulillah,,dpt la g final.. =))

bes, happy,,mmg de sume tu..

but ble blek uma je,,dlm kol 11.00 p.m tu,,

teringt lak exam mggu dpan!!

n byk gler x cover!!

ou,okkk..

gotta go skrg..

xnk jdk cm sem lpas lg..

hehe..

salam..

p/s : ari ni ke esok nk g brg uma?? hmm...